It is sunday and I am getting ready to go meet a friend for breakfast. She and I share a passion for making creative jewelry. I am going to this place called lazy janes, which is most excellent. They have home made food and the most scrumptious scones you will ever taste in your life. Still have not talked to Evelyn. She is out of my life for now I guess. I talked to a really good friend about the situation, and she advised me just to leave it alone for now. That makes me really sad. I value Evelyn's friendship, and I have so much fun when I am around her. I just wish we could talk, and work this all out. I am tired today, even though I just got like eleven hours of sleep. I was up all night on friday talking to Lisa about the aforementioned situation and a whole shit load of other things regarding her life and marriage. She is in a pickle that is for sure, she just needs to get out though as far as I am concerned. Anyway we were up all night, and drank a liter bottle of Southern Comfort. I tell you what going to bed at 3:30 in the morning behind a bottle like that and then getting up at 6:30 to go to work and be there by 7, and work until 4, is very very very hard indeed. I was all floaty and trying to maintain my sanity while helping customers figure out where to find books on situational philosophy and how to get the best results from your meat smoker. I am just such a kookoo head sometimes. I knew I should not have had Lisa come over and stay that late. But, I love her more than anything on this planet. And I only get to see her once in a while. She and I will always love oneanother, I have no doubt of that. We just have also always missed eachother because of timing. So on flows my life and I with it. I feel so drugged too today, and the only thing I have put in my body so far this morning has been water and my alfalfa tablets. Really hungry too. Need food now, will not be able to eat until after 8 when I meet kathleen for breakfast. .............................................My brain kind of hurts today. Will update more later. 
sicily:
thank you 