6:20 pm - Pissed off
The following is from today, April 5th
Well I tried to call Evelyn, and as expected she sounded cold and pissed off. I guess maybe, I should let her call me if and when she is ready. I took the chance though. Because, I need for us to still be friends. I want her in my life. I have gotten used to her friendship, laughter and energy. I do not know what she is thinking. I do not know if she is feeling rejected, dejected or just plain disgusted with the situation. I guess time and her own lips will tell me. I need someone to talk to about this. I really do. I am not sure what to do next. Or not do, as the case may be. I should probably just go for a walk. I know we need to talk, when she feels like it that is. I hate unresolved conflict. I hate having the people I care about distant and angry with me. I just feel like I want to go to her and talk this through, but, I know she would probably want my head on a platter, as just as soon talk to me. If you knew her you would know why I say this. As much as it is a stereo type, in her case it is true. She is a hot headed Latina woman, who likes to be in charge. And I am sure she is pissed off at me or the situation or both.
It is my birthday tomorrow. And I intend on enjoying it as much as I can. But, really do not have any where to be, or anyone to be there with. So, yeah, I guess we shall see what the day brings. I need a fan in my room as it is now spring and getting hot in here. Ready steady go.
SAE
The following is from today, April 5th
Well I tried to call Evelyn, and as expected she sounded cold and pissed off. I guess maybe, I should let her call me if and when she is ready. I took the chance though. Because, I need for us to still be friends. I want her in my life. I have gotten used to her friendship, laughter and energy. I do not know what she is thinking. I do not know if she is feeling rejected, dejected or just plain disgusted with the situation. I guess time and her own lips will tell me. I need someone to talk to about this. I really do. I am not sure what to do next. Or not do, as the case may be. I should probably just go for a walk. I know we need to talk, when she feels like it that is. I hate unresolved conflict. I hate having the people I care about distant and angry with me. I just feel like I want to go to her and talk this through, but, I know she would probably want my head on a platter, as just as soon talk to me. If you knew her you would know why I say this. As much as it is a stereo type, in her case it is true. She is a hot headed Latina woman, who likes to be in charge. And I am sure she is pissed off at me or the situation or both.
It is my birthday tomorrow. And I intend on enjoying it as much as I can. But, really do not have any where to be, or anyone to be there with. So, yeah, I guess we shall see what the day brings. I need a fan in my room as it is now spring and getting hot in here. Ready steady go.
SAE