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Surgical Error

I fucking hate computers. I wrote out an entire entry, and then just as I was about to post itPoww!.. my computer just disconnects, restarts and blam all my work is gone. I guess because I was dumb enough to think that I did not need to do it in Word first, and then save it, that it was my fault for trusting my PC to do something without fucking it up at least once.

Anyway, I will write more later. But, I had my surgery, I have healed for two weeks, I am back at work. And work is the same old muted colors, catty conversations, and small obtuse viewpoints. I need to move on. The only thing there for me is a steady paycheck. I do need that, in that my wages are currently being garnished, and so there is even less money coming in. My mother is still putting me in a position where I have to pay rent, all the bills for the house, all of my own bills, plus the day to day household expenses, and on and on..

So, it is time for me to refocus, write down all of my major To Do list goals, and then proceed to just fucking do them, and not think about the fall out, inside the family or outside of it. I need to take hold of my real life, and live it, Now!






Ok, is it just me or did Charlotte Church grow up quite nicely, thank you very much?


SAE