Eat that Ugly Ass Frog
I need to keep this momentum going. I have started down the path, and now I must not fear to continue. I do not know where it will take me. But, so far I have woken up to quite a few things in my life. It is true, when you take time every day, just to think, you realize so much, and are able to pay that much closer attention to where you are going, and how you want to get there.
My mother returns from California tomorrow, and I do not want her back here. I do not need her back here. I wish she would have just stayed there for the summer. I do not want to go back to fighting with her over feeding food that needs to go in human mouths, to the dogs. I do not want to argue over whether or not it is wise to buy 6 dollar a box ice cream treats, when there is only 155 dollars a month available for food. I do not want to have to endure her whining how she has no fucking money, when she wastes it on donuts every day. I do not want to have the TV perpetually stuck on the Lifetime channel. Especially since I pay the cable bill every month. So, I need to stay on track to getting back in school, getting an apartment where it is just me living there, and to get all of my personal and public business in order.
I will be a rock star in everything I do every day. I will at the least try to do so. I will eat that frog, I will go boldly in the direction of my dream and my best life, and I will become who I might have been. Period!
~Scott
This is where I want to live. See that house way over there? I want one just like it.
I need to keep this momentum going. I have started down the path, and now I must not fear to continue. I do not know where it will take me. But, so far I have woken up to quite a few things in my life. It is true, when you take time every day, just to think, you realize so much, and are able to pay that much closer attention to where you are going, and how you want to get there.
My mother returns from California tomorrow, and I do not want her back here. I do not need her back here. I wish she would have just stayed there for the summer. I do not want to go back to fighting with her over feeding food that needs to go in human mouths, to the dogs. I do not want to argue over whether or not it is wise to buy 6 dollar a box ice cream treats, when there is only 155 dollars a month available for food. I do not want to have to endure her whining how she has no fucking money, when she wastes it on donuts every day. I do not want to have the TV perpetually stuck on the Lifetime channel. Especially since I pay the cable bill every month. So, I need to stay on track to getting back in school, getting an apartment where it is just me living there, and to get all of my personal and public business in order.
I will be a rock star in everything I do every day. I will at the least try to do so. I will eat that frog, I will go boldly in the direction of my dream and my best life, and I will become who I might have been. Period!
~Scott
This is where I want to live. See that house way over there? I want one just like it.
How do they manage?