caetano

Moving On?

Ok,so if you read my last two posts, you will get the gist of what I am about to say. I have changed positions at the Barnes and Noble where I work. I was hovering just below management level, and now...well now I have been forced sideways into being responsible for three areas of the store, I am a lead, and cover gift, sports and games, including all the crazy new stuff for holiday. And I am in love with a friend of mine who works there, and I think she know this, and ...we simply do not talk about it. She use to give me hugs goodbye, and now,...well there is a strange tension between us..I am guessing from the lack of communication on certain subjects. I have just signed a new lease today, so I am legally chained into staying in this place for one more year..during which I am hoping to get back in school, get my business up and running, and move toward either opening my own restaurant or moving to Italy to attend the French Culinary Institute. Other than that I am pretty lonely, as is per my usual state of being.I feel so unsettled most of the time. I just want to get on a bus to nowhere in particular and then kiss the ground when I finally make it there.

What has been happening in your world?


SAE