caetano

The Power of The One

It amazes me that I can be so in love with her, and yet so very afraid to be in her presence, all at the same time. I can not escape it. I keep telling myself that it is only infatuation, and yet, in my dreams, in my thoughts while I am awake, in my heart and mind, she dwells so deep, and enchants me into believing that by some miracle she could be in my life the way that I need her to be. It is so hard, so very hard, to look at her, and to be in where she is, and not...tell her everything that I have been thinking, everything that I have been feeling, all the stuff that I have know for so very long. I guess I will simply have to concentrate on moving into my new position, getting myself financially secure, and educating my mind. In the midst of doing all, perhaps, and only then, I will be so occupied with all that there is to accomplish, and will not melt at the merest sight of her. One can only hope. Do I sound love sick? Yep, I am, and there is not a cure. So, on I go and off I went........


I am such a dorkish sappeddy sap sap....

SAE