I've had to control the urge to bust out with a steak knife and cut pieces of my leg off for the past few days. Nat tells me that this will probably make it feel worse- but I think pain is better that the stupid itchy feeling.
I called an exterminator to come evaluate... Read More
Nat and I are randomly looking at weddingchannel.com, reminiscing about the weddings that almost happened but didn't. She was 2 weeks from her wedding day, and he got deployed - when he got back, they decided not to get married because they had a huge fight, but they might be getting back together now, 2... Read More
This reminds me of the one person who probably won't be reading it:
You say I only hear what I want to.
You say I talk so all the time so.
And I thought what I felt was simple,
and I thought that I don't belong,
and now that I am leaving,
now I know that I did something wrong 'cause I missed you.
Yeah... Read More
*edited because I wrote that when I was really, really upset*
Not that it matters, because the person I was upset over pretty much told me never to speak to him again. I don't like that idea much, but he made it clear that he won't give me the time of day now.. all because he read what I wrote BEFORE we had a conversation... Read More
I'm sorry you feel that way. Surely people around there care about you more than you think...
When do you get some leave and get to head back home? How long have you ben gone?
You know what? The only thing I'll say ,publicly, is I want my plaid pjs back. (of course knowing MY luck, having said that they'll probably be destroyed in retribution for the email I sent in reply to this entry). *shrug*
I swore I wouldn't clean up after my roommates - but I had to. The kitchen was getting filthy, and I can't stand living in squalor. So I cleaned the shit out of the kitchen (leaving only the dishes - I refuse to wash someone else's dirty dishes) and vacuumed the living room. Then I made myself stop.
It makes me a little sad to listen to my music from my super-Christian days. I was so convicted that I knew what was right, and I was determined not to let anything get in the way. I was going to wait till marriage to have sex.. that went out the window when I moved to GC and got depressed. And after I lost my... Read More
We spent the day together since he's leaving for Iraq soon. We went tanning, then shopping, and then went to the bar Bizzy works at to play darts and talk.
He's like my extremely preppy male counterpart.. he's shallow, superficial and silly. But only on the surface. He's also intelligent and capable of switching into his "deep thinking" mode at a moment's... Read More
The food menu would be my idea of heaven actually, none of that expensive smoked salmon rubbish!