Today was nice. I went to the library, spent hours reading, then took a long nap, then talked to Kathy and my sister Beka on the phone. I really want to go PT, but it's dark outside and my knee still hurts really bad. That's the only damper on my otherwise beautiful day.
Tomorrow I'm going to talk to all the DEPpers at the recruiter's office, and then I might go see 'Must Love Dogs' with my Aunt Holly.
Michael wants us to get back together. Oy vey. I didn't call Richie for the past 2 weeks, and he left a voicemail message telling me he misses me.. I called, and he said he doesn't care if I've been cheating just so he doesn't know about it. He also said he isn't even considering anyone else. That made me feel bad. But I thought he was trying to get rid of me, and I've been upset with him. Turns out he just really isn't good at the phone thing..
Since I got home, Scott, Michael, Chris and Jordan have all declared their undying love - WTF? At least Alby didn't try to win me over.. (sadly he would have had the best chance of getting me back).
These guys also happen to be my best friends. I know all of them would make good boyfriends. But I also know I really miss Richie and he's always in the back of my mind. And yeah, Michael makes me laugh every time we're together, and Chris knows everything about me and Jordan needs me to save him from himself and Scott's family is like my second family, but I know Richie would make the best husband. It scares me that I'm even thinking about that.
Tomorrow I'm going to talk to all the DEPpers at the recruiter's office, and then I might go see 'Must Love Dogs' with my Aunt Holly.
Michael wants us to get back together. Oy vey. I didn't call Richie for the past 2 weeks, and he left a voicemail message telling me he misses me.. I called, and he said he doesn't care if I've been cheating just so he doesn't know about it. He also said he isn't even considering anyone else. That made me feel bad. But I thought he was trying to get rid of me, and I've been upset with him. Turns out he just really isn't good at the phone thing..
Since I got home, Scott, Michael, Chris and Jordan have all declared their undying love - WTF? At least Alby didn't try to win me over.. (sadly he would have had the best chance of getting me back).
These guys also happen to be my best friends. I know all of them would make good boyfriends. But I also know I really miss Richie and he's always in the back of my mind. And yeah, Michael makes me laugh every time we're together, and Chris knows everything about me and Jordan needs me to save him from himself and Scott's family is like my second family, but I know Richie would make the best husband. It scares me that I'm even thinking about that.
I hope you are able to sort it all out in a way that leads to greater happiness.
Sorry about the knee. My hip is giving me major shit. We can cry on each other's shoulders.