cadyne

I'm feeling a lot better now that I'm home with my family. I'm at my dad's house now waiting on supper to be ready, my friend Michael is here with me ...

I think I can handle all this. I don't like the responsibility but I can deal with it. I have pretty much everything figured out, so all I have to do is write the eulogy, which is the hardest part. Aunt Gladys is coming down with the ashes and we're having his son's grave reopened so that they can be buried together.. the graveside service is going to be Saturday, and I'm having the Air Force come do a flag presentation to Gladys. Since we're going outside the funeral home I have to go early to set up the flowers and stuff.. that's going to make me cry.

I love San Angelo, but I hate it too. I'm glad to be home, but part of me already wants to leave again.

I went by the recruiter's office today and told them to call me if they need any help while I'm here. They already want me to come in Monday to talk to the girls who are nervouse about boot camp. Deja is leaving boot camp under fraudulent enlistment, she's claiming to have a history of migraines now because she decided she wants to stay home with her boyfriend. What a dumb bitch. I have no respect for girls who make life decisions based around some high school boyfriend. And now she's going to have a dishonorable discharge - idiot.

I need to go socialize with mi familia now.