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cadyne

San Angelo, Texas

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Wednesday Jul 06, 2005

Jul 6, 2005
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I called Richie right after work today - got a message saying "At the customer's request, this number has been temporarily disconnected."

What the hell? Am I still supposed to drive 300+ miles to see him next weekend, or is the fact that the phone got disconnected and he didn't bother to find a phone to let me know what's up a bad sign telling me to stay here?

I have his address.. Derek and I are thinking of just going anyway for the hell of it, and if he acts like I'm not wanted we'll just get a cheap motel and leave the next morning.

This shouldn't bother me so much,but dammit... I let myself
go and get attached to him like a moron.

I still don't know the whole story.. maybe he isn't trying to get rid of me as I imagine, and is in fact just forgetful (which he is) and hasn't gotten round to finding a phone to call me from.

Blech.

Why am I doing this to myself?

anteros:
I don't know why it's happening, but you certainly don't deserve it. Here's hoping all goes well. Try to smile and maybe it will.

[Edited on Jul 07, 2005 1:07AM]
Jul 6, 2005
a_vanity:
youre not a moron darling... and look @ it this way, perhaps he will have the # turned back on before you leave. If you go, please have a safe trip!
<3
kiss
Jul 6, 2005

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