cadyne

*edited because I wrote that when I was really, really upset*


Not that it matters, because the person I was upset over pretty much told me never to speak to him again. I don't like that idea much, but he made it clear that he won't give me the time of day now.. all because he read what I wrote BEFORE we had a conversation that kind of cleared up some of my misconceptions.

I'm upset, and I want him as my friend still, but I don't think that will happen.


Anyhow. I watched 'Kill Bill' with Bryan last night. He's still as much of a chauvinistic jerk as he was before, but it doesn't bother me this time. I guess it's better because I don't expect him to be a sweetheart this time around. Too bad he's going to Iraq.. it's only 4 months, but I'm still worried.

I talked to Scott last night for almost an hour. It's so funny how we can completely screw each other over and then laugh it off, like "haha, that was great when I got arrested on our planned wedding day and we had that big fight and I married some chick I'd only known for a week instead!" Granted, I did my share too.. we kinda had an escalating competition to see who could outdo the other by doing something outrageous and bad. I still haven't topped the 'I married my cocktail waitress' thing. I don't intend to, either.

I miss my family. Some days I like being on my own, and other times I just want to curl up in a ball and sleep and cry and sleep some more.

I have a medical appointment at 9 a.m. for my evil bug bites..

note to myself: 5JUN05***