I feel bad about leaving Maryland on such bad terms.. this trip started out on a bad note, and it's just gotten worse.
I know I just wrote about the bus, but I forgot to mention my lovely 1 minute flight layover in North Carolina - our first flight was running late, so I had to RUN across the airport to get to my connecting terminal - I barely made it in time to board.
But my sister will be here in a few hours, Kathy is with me, we're having salmon for dinner in 30 minutes, and the barbecue is on Sunday. Hopefully things will go well from here on.
I'm supposed to be having fun, and instead I'm incredibly stressed and want to cry.
And I'm worried that Chris is still mad at me. The last thing I need is to get to BWI and have him not show up, or even show up and tell me what a horrible person I am and tell me that he doesn't want to be around me anymore.
My life is so fucked right now.
I know I just wrote about the bus, but I forgot to mention my lovely 1 minute flight layover in North Carolina - our first flight was running late, so I had to RUN across the airport to get to my connecting terminal - I barely made it in time to board.
But my sister will be here in a few hours, Kathy is with me, we're having salmon for dinner in 30 minutes, and the barbecue is on Sunday. Hopefully things will go well from here on.
I'm supposed to be having fun, and instead I'm incredibly stressed and want to cry.
And I'm worried that Chris is still mad at me. The last thing I need is to get to BWI and have him not show up, or even show up and tell me what a horrible person I am and tell me that he doesn't want to be around me anymore.
My life is so fucked right now.
metaverse:
I am sure things will be fine. It's easy to think the worst when you're worried or concerned about things. Just be yourself and have faith that things will work out good.
reshazedek:
I'm sure Chris isn't still mad at you. In fact, I think that he's been so bored all weekend that he hasn't had the Will to be mad anymore. And I don't think you have to worry about him not showing up. What kind of a friend would he be if he didn't show up when and where you ASKed him to......that is......if you did indeed tell him the right day and time. 