cadyne

*edited because I wrote that when I was really, really upset*


Not that it matters, because the person I was upset over pretty much told me never to speak to him again. I don't like that idea much, but he made it clear that he won't give me the time of day now.. all because he read what I wrote BEFORE we had a conversation...
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I swore I wouldn't clean up after my roommates - but I had to. The kitchen was getting filthy, and I can't stand living in squalor. So I cleaned the shit out of the kitchen (leaving only the dishes - I refuse to wash someone else's dirty dishes) and vacuumed the living room. Then I made myself stop.

Chris is supposed to be here in...
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It makes me a little sad to listen to my music from my super-Christian days. I was so convicted that I knew what was right, and I was determined not to let anything get in the way. I was going to wait till marriage to have sex.. that went out the window when I moved to GC and got depressed. And after I lost my...
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I'm not big on Linkin Park, but this song really hits home for me.. It's even on my "favorite songs" cd.

I love Bryan..

We spent the day together since he's leaving for Iraq soon. We went tanning, then shopping, and then went to the bar Bizzy works at to play darts and talk.

He's like my extremely preppy male counterpart.. he's shallow, superficial and silly. But only on the surface. He's also intelligent and capable of switching into his "deep thinking" mode at a moment's...
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I'm cryign right now. This sucks.

First, I found out that Bryan W. is getting deployed to Iraq in 2 weeks..

Then I called my old friend Drew's house.. we haven't talked since December, I just never got around to digging out his new number and calling. Well, it's too late now because he's in Army boot camp until early September, and he hasn't written...
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Aww.. I'm talking to my friend Jimmy again, and we're planning a time for me to stop in and stay with him on my next trip home to Texas.

I'm excited, because Jimmy is my baby. I adore him, he's the sweetest guy I've ever met and we've been friends for a LOOOOONG time. And now he's kinda got a girlfriend, which is weird- he's...
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I was going to go work out today, but I made the mistake of getting in bed at 4 p.m. for a "short" nap. I woke up at 9. Oops.

I still have to write my article about the martial arts guy.. stupid feature articles.

Ugh. My head feels like it's packed with cotton. I want to sleep more.

SlimFast tastes nothing like a real chocolate shake. It's more like watered down pudding. And you really can't pour it down the sink, because it clogs the drain.

I want to go home. This day is dragging by. It's been a pleasant day, but incredibly slow.

I like my new all-women gym.

Yes, I finally got off my fat ass and exercised.

I ran on the elliptical for 10 minutes, then did 15 minutes of running on the treadmill, then took an hour-long yoga class.

Yoga class was awesome. My back usually hurts and is tense at the end of the day, but I feel really good and relaxed now. I'm...
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Whoohoo. The idiot maintenance petty officer might be getting his ass chewed out soon..

He wasn't satisfied that I merely got a 2 second lecture, so now he's upping his story (read: lying) to include that I cursed and threatened him.

Too bad everyone I've talked to believes me and thinks he's overexaggerating, including my LPO and his chain of command.

I requested a sit...
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Military rank structure is retarded.

I took some papers down to the maintenance basement yesterday - it's where they send people who are waiting on building access that aren't good enough to work in a real support job.

As I was leaving, their new ALPO stopped me, saying "Why are you in your whites? I need you to help with trash pickup and yardwork."

I...
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