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caddok

Arizona

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Saturday Jul 06, 2002

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Life sucks.

She doesn't know what she wants.
She isn't sure who she is or what she should be demanding and is to often taking what she is given and feeling that she doesn't even deserve that.

I don't need her,
I 'WANT' her, which is so much better.
But even more than I want her for me I want her for her so she can be herself and happy and confident in and of herself.

I want a partner, not a pet.
I want to have to say 'please' and 'thank you',
not 'sit' and 'stay'. I want her to need not a soul but herself so that all she feels for me is that she 'WANTS' me.

To be 'needed' is to be a crutch. I don't want to be a crutch holding up a wreck of a girl, I want us to be kites so we can take turns flying one another.

It's not me I feel needy and greedy for. It's her that needs to be a little greedier with life, a little more selfish with her emotions. Not a lot, but just enough to realize that she is the only person she HASE to go to bed with every night and she is the only one that will never slink out on her in the night leaving just a note.

She needs to look out for #1.

How could she be good for anyone else if she isn't good for herself?
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Indeedy I have seen Blade, and it's the inspiration for my tattoos smile The picture on my profile was my existing tattoo, it's my signature glyph that I put on artwork and CDs. It may be coming soon to an SG, but I won't spoil the surprize, lol... My new tattoo is a 'rather large' shoulder/back piece about the same size as Blade's expanded design in Blade II smile
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