Well, its hitting the 110+ degrees outside and the hot part of summer isn't here yet. Gots to love working nights when it's only a sweet and cool 101 outside.
I'm afraid I've been slacking with my comments and keeping up on e-mail and the like. I've been real busy scrambling to figure out what I'll do when my lease is up and what I'm going to do about gittin' me a girl sometime soon. I got this inkling to be somebody's somebody. Not just for the sex though, I can get that whenever, but for the companioinship togetherness brings. I want to be there for someone. To be relied on. To be the last call of the night or the last kiss and hug before sleep claims us. I wanna give someone me. After all, the only real thing we can give anyone is ourselves - anything else they can get somewhere else.
I don't need a hottie
Don't need no pillow talkin' friend
Just a buddy for latte
just a gal 'til my end
There are a few girls I would get along with great but they all have little attachments like boyfriends or a job in my office (one does not shit where one sleeps). The other bad thing is that each and every one of them sees me as "The Big Buda Love: The only real source of trustworthy advice in the world".
Hey, remember that guy in highschool that ALL the girls talked to because he was so sweet but they could never date him because that would ruin their perfect friendship even though they always told him they wished they could meet a nice guy like him?
That was me.
The shitty part is that it's STILL me.
Fuck! Nothing like being so much of what everyone wants that no one is willing to risk trying to have you.
What a great life, huh?
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!
Calgon, take me away! I need a vacation. I need a new outlook on life. I need to find a focus, a muse, a maiden to fill with all my affection, to swoon, to swoon over, to light up my life, to veg on my couch, to share my chips, to hold my hand at the movies and to be the only measure that matters.
*sigh* Do I ask so much? Is it me? Is it that I have thease great expectations? Am I the only one thinking what I'm thinking?
The office is currently taking applications.
-c
I'm afraid I've been slacking with my comments and keeping up on e-mail and the like. I've been real busy scrambling to figure out what I'll do when my lease is up and what I'm going to do about gittin' me a girl sometime soon. I got this inkling to be somebody's somebody. Not just for the sex though, I can get that whenever, but for the companioinship togetherness brings. I want to be there for someone. To be relied on. To be the last call of the night or the last kiss and hug before sleep claims us. I wanna give someone me. After all, the only real thing we can give anyone is ourselves - anything else they can get somewhere else.
I don't need a hottie
Don't need no pillow talkin' friend
Just a buddy for latte
just a gal 'til my end
There are a few girls I would get along with great but they all have little attachments like boyfriends or a job in my office (one does not shit where one sleeps). The other bad thing is that each and every one of them sees me as "The Big Buda Love: The only real source of trustworthy advice in the world".
Hey, remember that guy in highschool that ALL the girls talked to because he was so sweet but they could never date him because that would ruin their perfect friendship even though they always told him they wished they could meet a nice guy like him?
That was me.
The shitty part is that it's STILL me.
Fuck! Nothing like being so much of what everyone wants that no one is willing to risk trying to have you.
What a great life, huh?
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!
Calgon, take me away! I need a vacation. I need a new outlook on life. I need to find a focus, a muse, a maiden to fill with all my affection, to swoon, to swoon over, to light up my life, to veg on my couch, to share my chips, to hold my hand at the movies and to be the only measure that matters.
*sigh* Do I ask so much? Is it me? Is it that I have thease great expectations? Am I the only one thinking what I'm thinking?
The office is currently taking applications.
-c
polaris:
i need a roomie, this big house gets lonely at night. if you don't mind living in mesa you can come live in a huge house with internet/cable/running water and a hottie for $400/month. as for the sig. other thing i'm feeling that sting also. i tried to form some sort of stable relationship with scotty the "dead dog guy" but i can't even get that psycho to call me back. all i am is a peice of ass. 