cadavre

Cadavre.....


is completely unstable.

The longer Corey lives here (about 6 months now) the angrier he gets, but he adjusts. The longer I stay here, the more I lose my flipping mind. I still really haven't made too many friends (there's the ones I've made from this site that live around here..and the ones I talk to at school but haven't gotten comfortable enough to...
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I'm feeling a little better.

I skipped out on my math class on Wednesday after having to do an in class write in english..I needed a severe mental break. Tuesday night was hell on me an Corey, severe break down.

But I'm doing better now.

I've received all of my loan money and have paid back my parents for the loan they took out for...
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I'm not feeling all that fantastic.

I keep trying to push back the mental instability, telling myself that there's nothing I can do about the things I'm worrying about.

Everything I'm feeling, when I hear myself say it in my head (aw fuck, I'm talking to myself in my head)..I feel like I'm just crying out for attention. But if I don't write it out,...
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I feel like whoring myself out....

And not in a "I want to fuck you all" kind of way.

I want more love to my sets! (Pretty please...you knooooow you want to)


And I have wishlists. They've been updated, and yeah.

Amazon Wishlist

Annnnnnd

For Cadavre

I promise pictures of me in the lingerie and heels!!! If you want to buy me things, send me...
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I'm tired,

exhausted physically and emotionally. I'm feeling secluded and reclusive, maybe losing a friend.

School seems like it's kicking my ass. I'm wholly unprepared for what I have to do thursday: a debate for my sociology class, and a psychology test. I really just want to sleep and stop being so depressed,

I feel like all the stress I dealt with this last weekend...
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Holy shit...it's only Saturday.

Thursday was the start of a bunch of....I don't even know how to describe it. Pandorial and her man are comfortably moved in, and while I went to my night class to end my person friday, Ben (the man), began my baby's first tattoo! Apparently...the pain was a little more intense than he could handle. I got some texts with some...
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So as you may have read in my last blog, I cut my hair and was contemplating dying it to fit with the working class of Ball Sac.

Well, I did dye it, but I have to make the blue darker, to blend with the black better.

But this is mostly a blog to Thank Violentpatriot for my awesome new socks! And he's a smart...
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YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY +gasps+ YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY!!!!!

Pandorial and her man are ON THEIR WAY to my apartment, which will be their home now!!!! I love her, and I'm so excited for them to live here. The old icky roommate won't be out until later tomorrow (keep your fingers crossed) and I'm this |---------|...
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Hello day off from school...as per usual, and hello cold.
My throat is killing me and I'm clinging to the box of kleenex. The tylenol cold meds kick in, sometimes, but other wise, I suffer.

I'm waiting for news from PetSmart, on whether or not I get the job. I'm waiting til I hear from them before I dye my hair, even though I should...
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