cadavre

I know I just wrote a blog yesterday, and I always feel weird blogging two days in a row (don't ask...I don't know).


But I think you'll be glad I did.

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I got some pictures back from the group shoot I did a few weeks before my trip back to Seattle.

The people there made me slightly uncomfortable... The casting call had asked for...
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Cadavre...still not at 100%. I suppose it's really my fault though.

I really should be eating a lot lighter of foods, but I can't avoid my cravings.

The 4th was kind of lame for me this year. We had no access to +good+ fireworks this year, but we bought a few fountains and ground blooms, so we lit those off when it got dark....
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Things have been pretty mellow since Corey and I got back from Seattle. I guess that's a good thing, but now I'm starting to go stir crazy. I kind of miss the excitement of 3 photoshoots in a week. Guess I need to start booking again.

I've been pretty sick these last couple days, well, sick for me. I've had a pretty sour stomach for...
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Fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCK

Corey and I had bought tickets for The Adicts show over a month ago (the day of the Cattle Decapitation/Job For A Cowboy/ Whitechapel show).

I was so damn excited for the show. A friend had introduced me to the music a couple years ago and the underground punk shows I've gone to have always done a cover of at...
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Made it back to Sacramento safely, and the countdown to Corey's graduation from Universal Technical Institute and our chance to go back to Seattle for as long as we please is ON!: If I did my math right : 155 days.

Corey and I are not happy to be back. Sure Sacramento is our little "home" together, but it's not HOME. Plus the forecasted...
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First of all...

I'm retardedly excited for Despicable Me





I mostly love it for the minions....and the little girl screaming "IT'S SO FLUFFY I COULD DIE!"

Can I tell you how much I love Corey? (Yes, this is related to the above). He knows how excited I am...and...being that he works at a theater, he got me a present.

Meet Dave, the one that blew...
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I know it's a little late in the day, but I want to say a big

Happy father's day to all of the fathers on here, and to all of the fathers of the girls and members.

Besides my own father, who I miss terribly (it's weird not having made german chocolate cake today...it's a tradition for me and mein vaterchen (he taught me pieces...
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Cadavre had a very busy weekend.

(I'm overcaffeinated right now, so forgive my ramblings).

My depression has been coming and going, butr mostly going, and it's wonderful. I lost motivation for working out this week, though I think I will go to the gym this evening. I'm working on eating less, and healthier, also taking green tea pills to kick my metabolism in the ass....
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I'm in an awkward, desperate need....for panties....

Ben's little chihuahua Nugget has a weird habit....disgusting in fact. She likes....to eat underwear. And not clean underwear, dirty ones. Now usually...it's my panties, and she eats the crotch right out of them. This is highly irritating, because she has eaten most of my favorite panties. Lately she's been getting ahold of both Corey and Ben's boxers too...
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I'm feeling a little better.

I feel like I have a purpose right now, settling in to do some searching for my bestest friend's upcoming wedding. Sure, I may not get to be maid of honor (though I honestly feel like I should. The girl who is has only know Redd 3 years...whereas I've known her umm....17 fucking years )but ya know...it's her big...
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