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I wanted to put something about it being the 5th of November here....but finding the true quote is proving difficult for me. No matter, I'll just watch the movie later. Several friends have been posting it on their facebooks, otherwise I may not have given the date much thought.

I'm still kind of wallowing in self pity right now. Still pissed about the set, but truly warmed by all of the comments and encouragement on my last blog. It's weird to hear people say I have fans. I don't consider myself important, or lovely enough the have "fans". I'm also kind of irked at all I've been doing around the apartment and feeling truly unappreciated. I was wobbling on a chair, trying not to shriek at the dust that I was SCRAPING off of the ceiling fan. Ben came out and laughed at me saying I was cleaning like a tweaker, and then him and Jenni offered to give me a cleaning intervention, but never really offered to help clean. It's deeply frustrating.

I'm also not even looking forward to my birthday. Corey got to celebrate and drink with his friends and spend all of his birthday money on himself. So far, I've already gotten a card, but not even from my family, it was a card from Corey's grandparents with $25 in it, and it's early because they know we're hurting for money. So basically, any birthday money I get is going to bills and groceries. Fucking awesome. The present I asked for from my parents I probably won't be getting until Christmas, because I told them it could be a combined present.

So let me throw this out there again and tell you how absolutely happy I would be to get something from this list BY my birthday (November 21st, btw).

I know there's really nothing practical on here, but it's my fucking birthday, why should I ask for something practical

Wishlist

I organized it a little better, put priorities on things.

Jenni and I have been playing with our little hamsters a lot more , I've been giving Moliere more attention

I love starting my day off with a fresh cup of Ham Ham


And he's only fresh because he took a bath


I finally got around to painting my tits and pressing them to canvas.

Edit: You too can purchase your own set of painted tit prints for $15 each. PM me with colors



Here's a practice one that Corey decided to turn into a face that strangely looks like a South Park character


I've been checking the Combichrist site reading all the little things about the VIP (actually, VFIM= Very Fucking Important Monster) passes. It says :" Combichrist's drummer Joe Letz will email you the details of the meet and greet a few days before the show. Joe will also serve as your V.F.I.M. host at the club - bring rainbow unicorn gifts for special favors!"

So that's just what I did. I went on a magical hunt for a damn unicorn for Joe.


I then messaged their other drummer Trevor and asked him 1. if he remembered our little online conversations (he did) and 2. what his drumset companion would be. Waiting for a response. I wish I could do something EPIC for Andy, but I did give him a painting, and I will ask him if he still has the painting. I'm going to do my damnedest not to grope them....maybe. I'm still waiting for my email too.