Warning, somewhat depressive rant with a bit of history
I've been battling depression lately, well, the last 3 weeks. I tend to cry a lot...or shut down. I don't know which is worse. I feel like I'm battling for romance and attention from Corey, but I know I'm just overreacting. Even if I feel like I'm being taken for granted by him (he pays way too much attention to his ipod sometimes) and by the people here I've helped.
I've been filling my time with making depressing, burnt, blood splattered art (don't worry, it's fake blood). I'll post pictures soon of a few of them. I made a really awesome picture for Quirk_ formerly known as Hexxus for her birthday and sent it off this morning. I wish I could've gotten her something from her wishlist, but I'm still broke.
I've also been filling my alone time with searching for info on my ancestors. I know some about my mother's grandmother on her paternal side, and all that lovely Norwegianness. My Norwegian heritage is the side I connect with most.
My great grandma Boe, born Laura Trettevik, married my great grandpa and they came to the U.S.
Here's my great grandma as a child with her parents and siblings.
And my great grandma and grandpa
I don't know much about my father's side. I know that most of the family were high ranking in the Church of England, being cardinals. But my Great Grandpa Hordern and his brother were the black sheep of the family.
In fact, they were paid handsomely (for the time) to get the fuck out of england. Grandpa Hordern and his brother, at the time of the world fair in 1900 (the opening of the Effiel Tower, went to the top....deficated in their tophats, and dumped it on the people below. Grandpa's brother was one of the first men hung in Texas for stealing a horse. So yeah....maybe that explains some of my strangeness.
I want to find articles about their deeds, but it's very hard to do.
I'm really tired of being broke....I really wish I could afford some of the things on my wishlist so I didn't have to beg you guys for stuff....frack.
I'm done ranting..sorry
I've been battling depression lately, well, the last 3 weeks. I tend to cry a lot...or shut down. I don't know which is worse. I feel like I'm battling for romance and attention from Corey, but I know I'm just overreacting. Even if I feel like I'm being taken for granted by him (he pays way too much attention to his ipod sometimes) and by the people here I've helped.
I've been filling my time with making depressing, burnt, blood splattered art (don't worry, it's fake blood). I'll post pictures soon of a few of them. I made a really awesome picture for Quirk_ formerly known as Hexxus for her birthday and sent it off this morning. I wish I could've gotten her something from her wishlist, but I'm still broke.
I've also been filling my alone time with searching for info on my ancestors. I know some about my mother's grandmother on her paternal side, and all that lovely Norwegianness. My Norwegian heritage is the side I connect with most.
My great grandma Boe, born Laura Trettevik, married my great grandpa and they came to the U.S.
Here's my great grandma as a child with her parents and siblings.
And my great grandma and grandpa
I don't know much about my father's side. I know that most of the family were high ranking in the Church of England, being cardinals. But my Great Grandpa Hordern and his brother were the black sheep of the family.
In fact, they were paid handsomely (for the time) to get the fuck out of england. Grandpa Hordern and his brother, at the time of the world fair in 1900 (the opening of the Effiel Tower, went to the top....deficated in their tophats, and dumped it on the people below. Grandpa's brother was one of the first men hung in Texas for stealing a horse. So yeah....maybe that explains some of my strangeness.
I want to find articles about their deeds, but it's very hard to do.
I'm really tired of being broke....I really wish I could afford some of the things on my wishlist so I didn't have to beg you guys for stuff....frack.
I'm done ranting..sorry
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Good luck in your discoveries!