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I'm tired,

exhausted physically and emotionally. I'm feeling secluded and reclusive, maybe losing a friend.

School seems like it's kicking my ass. I'm wholly unprepared for what I have to do thursday: a debate for my sociology class, and a psychology test. I really just want to sleep and stop being so depressed,

I feel like all the stress I dealt with this last weekend is putting a wedge on Corey and I, though I know we'll be stronger together after it's all said and done. Me not having a job (still, after 3 months..and still nothing from Petsmart) is also putting stress on us, we just don't have money. I'm still waiting for my loan check.

Nailbunny is healing well, but is surrounded by a giant bruise, it looks like someone took a yellow marker and bubble outlined around it. It fucking itches!!!!! I looked like a crazy person at the bus stop slapping my thigh.

I'll wait maybe a week before I ask Ben for another one. I already have a couple ideas and I can do the stencils myself if I really want to.

I'm back to really missing washington, I keep being reminded home, and it's not doing anything for my sanity. I wish I could regain a semblence of sanity in my apartment, in my life. I want to go back to Spud's on Alki..I want to wander Broadway and stand around in Metro. I'd also really love to go back to Venus Moon and have cupcakes at Common Grounds.

I never thought I'd miss Kent...but I really do....I miss the graveyard that I spent so much time in...


Pike place...
And the alley ways...

I miss the everyday and the moments I got to dress up


Okay...I'm done whining. Someone give me a happy?