cactusgeeves

So on my way home I had to slam on the brakes and skid to a stop because someone ran a yield sign. This is the second time in about two weeks that I almost made someone a hood ornament. Do not get it. The first time, someone pulled right out in front of me on ice slick roads. Like, they could see me coming...
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Need inspiration... maybe a but of ambition, determination, and self-disipline. Fun would be good too with a hit of optimism. Let's see where I can go with that...

It's amazing what you can do when you really try... Finally got my basement primed and ready to be painted. Only taken me a year to get this far! It's not professional quality, but I'm still happy at finishing my basement. I'm hoping it stays warmer down there, that was the main idea. If I really took my time and maybe had a little more...
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Why is it beer makes me want to say fuck it! I'm openning a bar in Mexico! There are days where I think being a drifter would be pretty cool. Wander into town, fight some bad guys, have the women swoon, then repeat at the next town. Yeah, I'm weird like that.

Ready to hit the weekend head on. Need to be more productive and alert at work. If I could ever get to be on time, that might help. But, late nights are sometimes the only free time I have.

Sometimes you just need to kick something to jumpstart out of a funk. Good workout tonight. I'm still confused about life, but at least now I'm able to think clearly again.

Hoping I can stay relaxed in my life. Trying not to let little things get me down. I'm happy where I am, but there are still so many questions that I need to settle on for answers. It would be nice if there was a giant sign that said "Do this now! and all will be well...". But, that might take some of the fun...
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Haven't been here in months I think. Yeah, I suck Been busy,lazy, and really just mentally wandering.

Good amount of house work done. Basement straightened up but won't be clean until I get it finished. Need to declutter everything. Is there a way to create a 36 hour day? Real tired this weekend. Hate feeling like I always need a nap. Got some training partners coming over later. Should get a good workout. Need to do more martial arts training. Keeps my...
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I'm in a relationship that a lot of times leaves me shaking my head. She's a nice person with a good heart, but she and her family don't think things through. It seems like there is a crisis about every other week (or more). It really becomes annoying and frustrating. I constantly feel like I have to save the world all the time, either with...
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