Saturday May 17, 2008

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Yay Bo staff! Had a short seminar today, and even though it was somewhat review, it was still fun! There's something about it. It's an elegant weapon and flows nicely. Listening to celtic music and just feel good right now.
tunnel_vision:
Bo staff?

Sunday May 11, 2008

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Whew! Went out last night and had a good time. Today has been blah, but I think the weather is having an effect on that (rainy and dreary). I got my weekend chores done early Saturday and late Friday, so I was good the whole day today. Which is really good cause I could barely get out of bed. Been lazy and boring today, which...
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tunnel_vision:
I wouldn't have a problem with attending the party alone smile
pomfelo:
That's pretty cool of you, staying that close with your ex, I mean. 500 stand up guy points for you! wink

I just went to a party like that this weekend. It was for a friend's wife, and nobody who said they would come showed up. It was awful! I was the only one there! Well, maybe 1/3 of the people showed up an hour late, but it still sucked.

Monday May 05, 2008

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My voice is just about gone now. After a day of work and a martial arts class, my throat is raw and scratchy. I'll have to mime or something tomorrow. Luckily being a big guy and having a voice the way it is now sounds pretty cool. I just have to remember cough drops tomorrow.
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pomfelo:
Sounds tough. I've had invites to join a Krav Maga class. Any opinions?
pomfelo:
That's kinda what I figured. I've worked out on a punching bag on my own for a few years now. Just for the cardio, however. If I ever had to fight a quadriple amputee someone's propped up, I could probably take him. Anybody else. Nope.

Sunday May 04, 2008

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Good weekend. Got a lot of stuff done, worked on my car, went out, pretty good. I did get this raspy hack lately though. It does give me this cool Michael Wincott rasp voice. Every so often I go "RRRAAARGGHHH!!" to get some stuff loosened up, and that sounds cool. Can't wait for work! It will be hilarious! At least I think so...
tunnel_vision:
My voice was fucked this weekend smile

Saturday Apr 26, 2008

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Yawn, still home on a Saturday Night. I kinda wanted to go out for a bit, but couldn't find anyone to go with. Thought about going out alone, but that seemed just as boring as staying home. So, here I am.
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tunnel_vision:
It got cold here last night too smile
elsie:
YAY! Thank you for the sweet comment on the "Jinkies" set smile

Tuesday Apr 22, 2008

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Been feeling good lately. Took a good walk around the neighborhood. As crappy as my apartment can be, it is in a nice area. I saw a few flyers for homes for sale. I'm not ready to buy one yet, but maybe soon. Its nice to see prices on what I can expect, though. I'll be busy with life at least for a few more...
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pomfelo:
I'm in the same boat, real estate wise. I'm looking to be looking, if that makes sense. I hope the market is better for you.
cactusgeeves:
Cedar Point is in Ohio. It has a bunch of roller coaters and sits right on Lake Erie.

Tuesday Apr 08, 2008

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I've felt edgy lately. After all the BS that has gone on, I'm finally able to really get back in to life, and I start felling depressed and edgy. It's like I miss my ex somewhat, as crazy as she is and how much she hurt me. At the same time, I want to move on and meet new people. I really feel I have...
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pomfelo:
Howdy! Saw your post in the NF group, and I thought I would say hi.

I kinda know that feeling. For me, it's like I should be doing something important, but I don't know what it is. Hope you've shaken it! smile

Friday Mar 21, 2008

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I've been learning over the past couple days who i can trust and who I can't. Through this whole ordeal I felt that I wasn't loved or respected, and could trust no one. What I learned was that the ones i couldn't trust where a small few, while the ones I could were a large number. In many ways I have never been happier. The...
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tunnel_vision:
Sometimes it's best to just move on, but I understand the trust issues ...I know I'll never trust my ex again frown

Tuesday Mar 18, 2008

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Well, a few days have passed since my discovery and things really aren't much better. I think she's staying with a good friend of mine, whom she might have cheated on me with as well (at least that's what her other ex bf said, on a hunch). I have no proof the two of them got together while we were a couple, but I do...
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tunnel_vision:
It's funny how they play games ... I recently had the same thing happen where she was trying to bait me so I'd be the bad guy in the relationship when it ended. I decided to feign stupidity and play the part of the heartbroken injured puppy dog instead ... she promptly accused me of vilifying her. In my heart I know I have to move on ... yet the thoughts of what happened still haunt me on a daily basis.
cactusgeeves:
It makes hard for closure, doesn't it? If she just said she was sorry (I already apologized for hurting her in anyway when we first broke up) it would mean a lot to me.

Saturday Mar 15, 2008

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My, did I have a lovely day today. I got a knock on the door from my ex's new bf. He said "We need to talk" So we did. He told me that he my ex were seeing each other about 2 months before we broke up. He didn't know about me, and felt bad about continuing the relationship, but he had fallen for her....
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tunnel_vision:
I had something similar happen to me , but without the personal visit. I wish you a speedy recovery from this trajedy smile
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