cactusgeeves

Whew! Been putting in a lot of extra time in at my job and dojo lately. Been feeling like a zombie lately.

Now that the snow is starting to melt a little, I can see all the nice pot holes on these Michigan roads that are more like craters. It's like there was a meteor shower or something.

Well, it's been a week since my break-up. It's funny. I seem to remember and miss a lot of the good things that happenned, but I also still keep in the back of my head all the things that caused our break-up. It's a bit of a conflict, but I do feel better.

Well, broke up with my girlfriend again. This time it will be permanent. At least we still want to be friends. I'm sad, but ultimately, relieved.

It feels like I've hit an odd point in my life where things are getting a little odd. Like I don't know what I'm doing at the moment and if the path I'm on is particularly a good one. Not too long ago I thought everything was fine. I have a lot of thinking to do...

I got a quick shock yesterday...

Have you ever had someone that you still had strong lingering feelings for? I do. We got along real well, but then she started having doubts (coupled by the fact that someone she had strong feelings for from her past contacted her again) and she broke it off. I was shattered. That was almost two years ago.

Fast forward...
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Getting used to trying to get up between 6 and 6:30 again. I'm hoping to get a good workout in during this time before work, and maybe surf the web a bit. A lot of times though I'd rather be in bed.

Ah, another week has gone by, rather uneventfully. Sometimes I think I am the most boring person in the world, but at the same time I don't get enough sleep as is. But hey, I've got a lot going on so I don't have much of a choice. I'm always running around between work and martial arts classes, and then trying to save for a...
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Have a bit of a boxing hang over today. I got hit a couple of times pretty hard (couldn't quite defend a couple of hooks well enough). Thems the breaks, I guess. Next time, I'll hopefully show a little improvement. And not have such a head ache.

Everyone have a good holiday? Trying to get New Years in order. I think it will be sedate,...
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Ughh... woke up this morning with a cold. At least I think it's a cold. Could also be alergies ro something which is odd this time of year. I feel all sorts of nice sinus preasure and so forth, but at least I don't have to work for a few days.