cactusgeeves

I've felt edgy lately. After all the BS that has gone on, I'm finally able to really get back in to life, and I start felling depressed and edgy. It's like I miss my ex somewhat, as crazy as she is and how much she hurt me. At the same time, I want to move on and meet new people. I really feel I have moved on, and maybe that's why I'm edgy. I'm finally passed what normal was and am trying to set a new normal. We'll see how able I am to do that, at least right away. All I know is it feels like I'm going nuts. I'm up and down, but luckily I can find fun stuff to do. The next few months should be fun, if not interesting.