cactusgeeves

I got a quick shock yesterday...

Have you ever had someone that you still had strong lingering feelings for? I do. We got along real well, but then she started having doubts (coupled by the fact that someone she had strong feelings for from her past contacted her again) and she broke it off. I was shattered. That was almost two years ago.

Fast forward to yesterday...

My company sometimes puts out notices when employees get married, have kids, etc, and see if anyone wants to come to the shower that co-workers put on. I saw another person from our company (never met him) and didn't think anything of it until I read the bride-to-be's name. You guessed it. I actually shuttered.

I guess I never really got over her. She was one of those people that you just wanted to grab onto and never let go. It was shocking to say the least. I feel this tremedous loss that I can't quite explain. Maybe I'm being too emotional and dramatic? I do know that I have to move on with my life. I can't live in the past like this. It's not my nature and I never want it to be. Oh well. I'll keep moving forward. Writing this out has been very theroputic. Thanks, for reading.

Here's to you, darlin'. I hope for nothing but the best and forever happiness in your life...