Please, God, let her call me now. Dear God, let her call me now. I won't ask anything of you, truly I won't. It isn't much to ask. It would be so little to you, God, such a little, little thing. Only let her call me now. Please, God. Please, Please, Please.
If I didn't think about it, maybe the phone might ring. Sometimes it does that. If I could think of something else. If I could think of something else.
This is the last time I'll look at the clock I will not look at it again. It is now 10 minutes past 11; she said she would call at 9. "I'll call you at 9 on Sunday morning, darling". I'm almost sure she said it there.
I know you shouldn't keep calling them. I know they don't like that. When you do that, they know you are thinking about them and wanting them, and that makes them hate you.
Maybe she is coming over here without calling me. Maybe she's on her way now. Something might have happened to her. No, nothing could happen to her. I never picture her run over. I wish she were dead. That's a terrible wish. That's a lovely wish. If she were dead, she would be mine.
This is so silly.
If I didn't think about it, maybe the phone might ring. Sometimes it does that. If I could think of something else. If I could think of something else.
This is the last time I'll look at the clock I will not look at it again. It is now 10 minutes past 11; she said she would call at 9. "I'll call you at 9 on Sunday morning, darling". I'm almost sure she said it there.
I know you shouldn't keep calling them. I know they don't like that. When you do that, they know you are thinking about them and wanting them, and that makes them hate you.
Maybe she is coming over here without calling me. Maybe she's on her way now. Something might have happened to her. No, nothing could happen to her. I never picture her run over. I wish she were dead. That's a terrible wish. That's a lovely wish. If she were dead, she would be mine.
This is so silly.