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This sounds like half the women I know...if not 75%.

Twenty-eight young men bathe by the shore,
Twenty-eight young men and all so friendly;
Twenty-eight years of womanly life and all so lonesome.

She owns the fine house by the rise of the bank,
She hides handsome and richly drest aft the blinds of the window.

Which of the young men does she like the...
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A few poems...while I'm in the mood.

-this first is about a Worcester friend.

Real World

black boots and attitude and worn and
feaux 70s vintage reeking alcohol breath
tight black pants
belt made of material used to
make power stripping

hair- spikey and barretted
eyes-undertones of purple
ears-heavily pierced
shirt- black and white reminds one of cheesy
cowboy shirts you buy out west
if...
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Here's a (somewhat) happier post, for once.

I remember being an overweight geek in high school. I remember lusting after a soon-to-be Suicide Girl. She's on here now, but she probably wouldn't appreciate me mentioning her name, so I won't.

I had the hugest crush on her. She was tall, roller-skate skinny, Italian, long blonde hair. Flat as a board. Big breasts have always freaked...
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So, spent all day on the phone dealing with this totally unfounded rape allegation.

She claims that SOMEONE raped her. Her best friend vouches for it, claiming that she's been bleeding between the legs a lot more recently...and that the girl never had her period before then.

I have a hard time believing my former friend, considering she's spread a whole bunch of shit about...
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serendipity:
huh?
cabaretic:
Oh, shit..sorry, Seredipity...

I didn't mean to send that to you.

Fuck. *embarrased*.
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Thanks for the tea and sympathy.

I haven't updated in a while because I've been dealing with more shit.

The girl who I tried to save...apparently decided to talk behind my back and accuse me of raping her. That was decidedly NOT the case at all. I would be more angry at her if I hadn't had many of the same issues regarding sexual assault...
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beyond_rhythm:
Man...that's an intense turn in events. I'm sorry=( *will further this comment in email form*

As for hating the fact that you're bi...I just had this same conversation last night.

On second thought, I'm going to finish all of these comments in my email. Too many thoughts for here.
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I don't even know where to begin.

I'm back in Birmingham.

A week ago, I had to fly back into town from Minnesota.

I drove 19 hours straight to see her...she, my friend J. was suicidal...and she's also bisexual. So...naturally, my heart went out to her.

So, I drive up there, get into some horrible experiences...but the worst was having my car totaled by a...
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beyond_rhythm:
oh man...that's a rough week. If it means anything, I've done the whole suicidal best friend thing as well. I know it's rough. Just letting you know there's someone who empathizes. Take care!
beyond_rhythm:
oh man...that's a rough week. If it means anything, I've done the whole suicidal best friend thing as well. I know it's rough. Just letting you know there's someone who empathizes. Take care!
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Leaving for Boston for a week...Spring Break!

Yes, it will be cold and snowy, but I like it that way.

And I might get lucky. Or maybe not.

Maybe I'll score a boy and a girl this time. That would be hot.
staypuft:
ah i see youre from birmingham and youre new here.... welcome! now go join SGAL so you can come eat pizza with us. we need more members, and you seem quite interesting. and yes, that WOULD be hot. any luck? ARRR!!!
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I chose the intellectual, sweet, African-American poet boy. He is twenty, and very effeminine...and sweet.

He held me in his arms today while we shared secrets. He understands.

We have both gotten out of bad relationships, so he's hesitant to have sex or be in any kind of partnership now...but that's fine...I at least got to cuddle with him.
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It appears that since I've outed myself at school...I have three boys fighting to have me.

I see why you females enjoy it so much.

Who should I pick? Should I play one off against another?

And I've been such a tease, I must admit. All mysterious and hard to get to know. All girls love a challenge.

So...who should I go for?

The one...
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I'm playing hooky from the world right now.

It's St. Patrick's Day today.

And although I am partially Irish like most of us Yanks, the day is gloomy and miserable.

Reminds me of what weather's like when I am in London. Pissy rain, overcast. Drizzly, cold, and soppy. Distinctly grotty.

When the sun shines, you throw a party...coz it happens so infrequently.

A thought for...
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Waiting for my lube to come in the mail. It's cheaper to buy it online than in the sex shoppe. It won't arrive for several more days, and I hope I don't have to pick it up from the office downstairs.

What if the package bursts loose?

Anyway, everyone seems to know that I subscribe to "2" magazine...they ripped open the silver plastic cover before...
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The World Said To Kevin:

(on a rainy night)

"you will be bi
until you die"

mom sometimes
will cry

dad lies.

guys

do not
factor into
your family's plans.

best for you
to pretend

like THEY
pretend.

It's the big sleep.

I won't believe it, if I can't see it.

Mom's been asleep now
for five years

In twenty years
should my love
suppose...
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