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Fill in the blank:

I'm gonna get ________ up soon.

Endless nights.

Days blurred.

Jobless STILL.

I have the most fucked up 'list' ever too. Things on it like:
- being a cook at Coney Island during the graveyard shift.
- ordering chorizo and eggs at El Charro (eggs and mexican sausage)
- living in a trailer
- having a scar on my face

These are things I wanna 'try' momentarily just to say i've...
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So me dad might have cancer. Scratch that, he's got it. He's got tumors and a bunch of other shit and it doesnt look good.

And i don't know how to deal with it.

I still don't have a job. I still dont' know what to do with my life.

I'm gonna just get fucked up and face reality when i wake up in a...
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Ugh....I'm not feeling so great lately, and I think it's because i've been out of my pituitary tumor medication for 2 weeks now. Probably not my brightest idea, eh? I can't afford it on my wife's insurance so I had to order it from overseas since it's like $200 cheaper. Sure, its probably ground up kitten liver but.....$200 cheaper, y'know?

Soooo.....not much else up. Finally...
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I need some fun.

I need some excitement.

I need some company.

FUCK, I am BORED!!!!!!!!!

Ho-Hum

GOD I love short skirts and scantily clad women. And cute panties. I'm just a sucker for those things. I mean, WOW. What can I say?

Man my interview with Sears today sucked. Sucked sucked sucked.

And that's that.

I hope I hear about that other job.

Ho-hum.

Yeh, soooo.....

My interview today was good. If it gets pushed onto the next round and I eventually nail the job I could be making $50,000 a year. I hope I don't fuck this up.

I mean, I sure hope they just don't look at me and think- He's much too awesome for this job. Cuz that'd suck.

I'll gladly take $50,000 a year.

I don't know.

You don't know.

They don't know.

Noone knows.

Soooo........I'll figure it out in the end.

So.

I've finally hit rock bottom. My past has caught up with me.

I have no job. My bills are due. I cannot find a job. I cannot find a way to get money. I've sent out resumes, gone on interviews, I just can't find a job.

I've spent a few hours crying my eyes out to no avail. Cursing myself for fucking up my...
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LIFE SUCKS.

My powerbook has died. At least, the hard drive has. Now, this wouldn't normally cause panic, but ALL OF MY pictures from ALL OF MY trips with MY WIFE!!! are on there. My itunes library, my porn movies ( )- my resume, lots of important documents.

And no- I had no backup. I'M SO STUPID!!!!



I am so depressed now I physically HURT....
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