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This is my life.
This is ground zero.
I keep repeating the past, expecting new outcomes.
The outcomes are the same.
Collateral damage everywhere.
I'm a sinner. I'm a saint. I'm nothing but a taint.
If I go to heaven, i'll relax, take it easy.
If I go to hell, I will not stop until I'm running the show.
If I survive this round, we'll...
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robotlola:
Collateral damage was a good movie
sadieblackeyes:
plus ca change plus c'est la meme chose
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What a sad year.

Kurt Vonnegut died quite a bit ago, but it still saddens me.

An excellent quote from the man:

"Be careful what you pretend to be because you are what you pretend to be."

Good luck in the whatever-after, Kurt.
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About a week until Transformers. Yay.
genevalw:
hey lets make a night of it I want to see it so badly.........I heard it was filmed in detroit. Is that true?
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People that get pissy with me and arrogant and threatening don't get it. In fact, they get nothing. I have an abundance of that to give.

I'm now going into ghost mode and will continue under the radar from here on out or until I feel like surfacing again.

ie. never

robotlola:
Man I hear you on that one. Take it easy
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Oh fuck.

Its June 21st already?

Goddamn.
genevalw:
unfortunately I had to bail on my chicago trip to work... frown It sucks......
genevalw:
P.S. I will still love you...... we are truly kindred spirits.....
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Tired.

Falling asleep fast.

Yes, there are times even I could use some emotional comforting, cuddling, snuggling.

Its been too long, sooooo long.

It'll be forever before I'll experience it again.

But who's fault is that? My own. Because I'm locked away. Locked in.

genevalw:
see those things you want right now are the things you hold yourself back from receiving.....just give it some thought
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Stuck at relatives.

Watching random shit on youtube to pass the time.

Wow what fun.

Top it all off I feel like a train ran me the fuck over and someone put my head in a blender.

And to think- I used to feel like this ALL the time when I drank shitloads. Good thing I left that behind for the most part.

OH! I...
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Tiring day.

My body and my mind hurt from so much happening in and around my life.

I need time to relax, time to sleep, and time to rebuild.

Yet...I haven't made time for that and I'm not getting any younger.

Its surely never easy, but damn can it sometimes be too much to think about.
nirbhao:
better than being bored, eh?