Monday Oct 31, 2005

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I didn't really fuck everything up the other day.

I just thought a friend of mine was more pissed at me than he really was. And that worried me because good friends don't come cheap.

Anyways, it's all good.

I feel like shit though. Have the flu or something.

But wifey comes home today!!! HOORAY!!!!

Saturday Oct 29, 2005

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All I do is:

fuck everything up
fuck everything up
fuck everything up
hurt/disappoint everyone I care about
hurt/disappoint everyone I care about
fuck everything up

Yessir. I'm feeling might low right now. I really wish I wasn't alone. Like, REALLY wish. Because I'm alone, very depressed, and very not happy.

It's been great, everyone.

Til next time... frown
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eireann:
why has your weekend sucked?
tehpeanut:
aww babes what happened...i havent talked to you in a long time...how did you fuck up...t

Wednesday Oct 26, 2005

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Sometimes I wish I was anywhere other than here.

And sometimes I wish I was anyone other than me.

But not today. Because today is the FIRST FUCKING DAY OF THE REST OF MY FUCKING LIFE.

So HELL YEAH!!!!!!

And that's about all the positivity I can muster. I'm spent.

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ash:
well good for fuckin you ... Im so proud wink at least ONE of us can remain positive for the time being. but tomorrow's another day ... so maybe Ill cheer up frown

Tuesday Oct 25, 2005

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CHECK THIS OUT!!!!!

www.hedweb.com

It is a very large and very ambitious 'project'.

It's about using genetic engineering and manipulation to abolish suffering in the human condition.

It's got links galore and goes off in SO many different directions, so be prepared to really invest some time if you get interested in the premise of it.

I find it quite interesting indeed.

Comments anyone?

Monday Oct 24, 2005

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Oh god. A monday.

Still unemployed.

Still searching for something.

Stillllllllllllllllll..............

Fuuuuuuuuck.

Sunday Oct 23, 2005

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La la la.

Ho hum.

ARRR!!!
tehpeanut:
lalalala hummmm

Thursday Oct 20, 2005

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Leave your comments in this journal entry if you're interested in coming by on October 28th for my get together.

Board games, dvd's, philosophical conversation, inebriation, awkard silences, ninjas. What more could you ask for?

So- leave a comment. Email me. Send me a comment. Whatever.

And have a nice day.

(Oh- I got my favorite t-shirt of all time yesterday. It says 'Jesus Saves'...
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manna:
my running debt is around $8,000 or so right now, but most of that is hospital bills from doing dumb things and car accidents and the like. i won't let myself get a credit card for just that reason! hell, i probably couldn't get one if i tried from the amount of creditors i get calling me every day. gotta love caller id....'don't answer that, i don't have any friends with 800 numbers!' lol

Wednesday Oct 19, 2005

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Okay.

So if anyone really wants in on this whole get together thing NEXT weekend, please let me know.

Looks like it'll be on the 28th (friday).

Here's the deal:

Board games, dvd's, philosophical conversation, self mutilation (optional), drinking, and other 'stuff'.

And come on, my buddy NINJA MIKE from back in the day when I was a coffee slinger, will be there to enlighten...
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manna:
if i wasn't such a broke ass i would travel up, but seeing as i am and i have horrible mileage on the jeep (16-18) i'll be staying here in good ole cincy sitting around twiddling my thumbs all day. sounds exciting doesn't it? you enjoy though, and let me know how it goes.

Wednesday Oct 19, 2005

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I sit and I wait.

I sit and I watch.

I sit and I pray.

I sit and I stay.

I sit.

This I do and oh so much more.

Why me?
tikki:
Thing still not looking good sorry dude robot

Monday Oct 17, 2005

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So I'm sitting here in my apartment looking out my back door.

There's a big pond with a shitload of ducks and geese and whatnot. And they're noisy as all fuck.

But they're cute. And it's peaceful in a sublime sorta way.

But what pisses me off is they never SHUT UP. All night long. Since I'm sleeping on a mattress in a floor in...
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ash:
dude ... the post you left in my journal was nothing short of amazing. You really hit the nail on the head, and you made me feel like fuckin gold. Thanks so much, I really needed that. This guy has put my nerves on edge for the last 2 weeks and I feel sick all the time because of the fucked up situation he put my family in.

Then I come here to thank you for the fuckin RAD comment you left, and I read the funniest journal Ive read all week, hahah!! You remind me of me and my man, SO much! Just your style and personality. I bet you and your woman would get along with us really well. Thanks for everything ... wink
tehpeanut:
Hey...well looks like you made someones day...thats sweet.... confused
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