Man. I am fucking BORED today.
Seems to be a common theme in my journal entries, huh?
Well, looks like I might be going to Vegas ALONE next monday. I'm going to check out neighborhoods, homes, apartments, and stuff. My buddy was gonna come with, but something came up.
Man, I don't want to go to Vegas ALONE!!!!! FUCK!
Oh well. I guess I could...
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Seems to be a common theme in my journal entries, huh?
Well, looks like I might be going to Vegas ALONE next monday. I'm going to check out neighborhoods, homes, apartments, and stuff. My buddy was gonna come with, but something came up.
Man, I don't want to go to Vegas ALONE!!!!! FUCK!
Oh well. I guess I could...
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desiderium:
I'm going to Vegas for Christmas!
emelaeth:
i live here in vegas ... just wanted to say hi ...
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tehpeanut:
you look good in that pic...whose feeding you? 
tehpeanut:
haha....i know...im still laughing 
LONG CRY FOR HELP AHEAD
Man, it is really rough being married. Especially when you've both been together for 8 years and have been the only person you've ever dated.
And especially when you've both started to move in different directions with different interests and different viewpoints on life. It makes it hard.
And also when I have a lot of health disorders that have...
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Man, it is really rough being married. Especially when you've both been together for 8 years and have been the only person you've ever dated.
And especially when you've both started to move in different directions with different interests and different viewpoints on life. It makes it hard.
And also when I have a lot of health disorders that have...
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darling69:
Im in the same fucken deal right now i want out so bad all i do is make my man miserable ,we do have our good days like everyone else but when fall its hard.
I hope your able to come to conclusion and work things out i know its possible after 13 years of some pretty fucked uo shit we still got love for each other ,the hard thing is he just get it .Living with this disorder is hell you never really know when its gonna snack your ass and it feels good or it feels horrible.
I have no family to turn to im on disability right now but havent applied for the monthly payments i just feel funny bout that due to the fact my huband can take care of us compleltly IM SO SADD my eyes hurt from crying i dunno wher the hell this came from i felt so happy and positive now i just wanna be distinct.
Im so sorry i havent much advice to give do take your meds i think that kinda balances you out if not try to find a new combo.
geez these subjects cango on forever if you ever wanna talk just hit me up try be positive for you anyway , i know its hard .
I hope your able to come to conclusion and work things out i know its possible after 13 years of some pretty fucked uo shit we still got love for each other ,the hard thing is he just get it .Living with this disorder is hell you never really know when its gonna snack your ass and it feels good or it feels horrible.
I have no family to turn to im on disability right now but havent applied for the monthly payments i just feel funny bout that due to the fact my huband can take care of us compleltly IM SO SADD my eyes hurt from crying i dunno wher the hell this came from i felt so happy and positive now i just wanna be distinct.
Im so sorry i havent much advice to give do take your meds i think that kinda balances you out if not try to find a new combo.
geez these subjects cango on forever if you ever wanna talk just hit me up try be positive for you anyway , i know its hard .
ash:
ugh, man Im so sorry to hear you're having these problems right now .. because it seems like NOW is the time you need her MOST, and shes just creating more problems.
Im not taking anyones side here, not even YOURS, and also .. Im not going to read through the posts everyone else has posted to see if their answers are anything like mine, it would take too long ... so if this just sounds like a repeat, then Im sorry .. but heres my advice:
You both need COUNSELING. I know, I know ... it might sound gay, but trust me on this, if u find a good counselor to help you both work through your issues, it WILL help. Sometimes it takes a mediator to help you both see whats fair and whats not. And even if you're skeptical ... just TRY it. If you love her and want to save your marriage, then you'll give it all you've got, right?
Secondly, are u on meds for your bipolar disorder? If you're not .. you NEED TO BE! There are a lot of great meds out there these days that REALLY help with the mood swings!! Ive known quite a few manic depressives in my day that were totally different ppl on their meds. If you're on meds right now .. and theyre not helping, you need to try something else, or a combination of something else.
Taking meds isnt neccessarily the BAD thing that everyone thinks it is, I dunno where that came from. Some people just *need* them.
And lastly, if you were using drugs when you guys met, then how can she expect you to not use them NOW? She knew what she was getting into .. and if u use responsibly, I dont see an issue there. You'll have to come to a compromise.
If you need to chat, Im here. Im a great listener and Ill talk your face off! Hope this helped
Im not taking anyones side here, not even YOURS, and also .. Im not going to read through the posts everyone else has posted to see if their answers are anything like mine, it would take too long ... so if this just sounds like a repeat, then Im sorry .. but heres my advice:
You both need COUNSELING. I know, I know ... it might sound gay, but trust me on this, if u find a good counselor to help you both work through your issues, it WILL help. Sometimes it takes a mediator to help you both see whats fair and whats not. And even if you're skeptical ... just TRY it. If you love her and want to save your marriage, then you'll give it all you've got, right?
Secondly, are u on meds for your bipolar disorder? If you're not .. you NEED TO BE! There are a lot of great meds out there these days that REALLY help with the mood swings!! Ive known quite a few manic depressives in my day that were totally different ppl on their meds. If you're on meds right now .. and theyre not helping, you need to try something else, or a combination of something else.
Taking meds isnt neccessarily the BAD thing that everyone thinks it is, I dunno where that came from. Some people just *need* them.
And lastly, if you were using drugs when you guys met, then how can she expect you to not use them NOW? She knew what she was getting into .. and if u use responsibly, I dont see an issue there. You'll have to come to a compromise.
If you need to chat, Im here. Im a great listener and Ill talk your face off! Hope this helped
I feel compelled to make a Sunday update.
Just watching Saturday Night Live commercial show from last night. Fucking classic. That's always been my favoite part of SNL- the commercial parodies.
Anyways.....
Here's a random picture from a trip I took to this nice little place called Rome:
(from the picture, you probably can't tell it's Rome. but it is- it's a statue somewhere in...
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Just watching Saturday Night Live commercial show from last night. Fucking classic. That's always been my favoite part of SNL- the commercial parodies.
Anyways.....
Here's a random picture from a trip I took to this nice little place called Rome:
(from the picture, you probably can't tell it's Rome. but it is- it's a statue somewhere in...
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anderswolleck:
yur email freaked me out
dallas:
is that david's penis.........
no comment.
anyways. who doesn't love getting fucked on a bathroom floor. heh.
-kay'
no comment.
anyways. who doesn't love getting fucked on a bathroom floor. heh.
-kay'
Hoo-ra. Jarhead was gooood. Yessir. Weatherman? Eh. Pretty good.
AND- I'm pretty officially bi-polar II w/ ultra ultra rapid cycling. As much as several times a day. WICKED COOL!!!! YES!!!! Probably the only one ever to be excited about his mental illness. I call it a fuckin' mental GIFT. I'm creative, exotic, expressive, impulsive, and nuts. And that makes me who I AM. So fuck...
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AND- I'm pretty officially bi-polar II w/ ultra ultra rapid cycling. As much as several times a day. WICKED COOL!!!! YES!!!! Probably the only one ever to be excited about his mental illness. I call it a fuckin' mental GIFT. I'm creative, exotic, expressive, impulsive, and nuts. And that makes me who I AM. So fuck...
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ash:
that dog is so sweet!! is it a half mini pinscher?? looks like it. Whats her mix? or his mix, whatever.
do u have to take meds for your bi-polar disorder? I dont know, some ppl can do without. Ive known ppl that were fucking CRRRAZY without thei meds, yikes!
do u have to take meds for your bi-polar disorder? I dont know, some ppl can do without. Ive known ppl that were fucking CRRRAZY without thei meds, yikes!
dallas:
i hated jarhead. i found it had a weak story line. but maybe i was just in a bad mood. meh. who cares.
-kay'
-kay'
New picture. Same old me.
And in that new picture I'm wearing my favorite shirt I bought last week. It's the one that says "Jesus Saves" and he's catching a soccer ball before it goes in a soccer net. I just love it.
If someone reads this: answer these 5 questions:
1. Why do I want to move away from Michigan and go and live...
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And in that new picture I'm wearing my favorite shirt I bought last week. It's the one that says "Jesus Saves" and he's catching a soccer ball before it goes in a soccer net. I just love it.
If someone reads this: answer these 5 questions:
1. Why do I want to move away from Michigan and go and live...
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c6h12o6:
this is stretpapers wife... i laughed when i saw his new pict. I told him he looks gay...just kidding..ha ha ha
datura:
Why yes, yes, I updated...jeez. Ha ha, is your wife right? Gay? Yeah, with that face, but hey, it's good to be versatile!
New picture. Same old me.
And in that new picture I'm wearing my favorite shirt I bought last week. It's the one that says "Jesus Saves" and he's catching a soccer ball before it goes in a soccer net. I just love it.
If someone reads this: answer these 5 questions:
1. Why do I want to move away from Michigan and go and live...
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And in that new picture I'm wearing my favorite shirt I bought last week. It's the one that says "Jesus Saves" and he's catching a soccer ball before it goes in a soccer net. I just love it.
If someone reads this: answer these 5 questions:
1. Why do I want to move away from Michigan and go and live...
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c6h12o6:
Oh- and to clarify- I HATE POKEMON TOO. It was just a random question I had to throw out there.
And Tikki- I love your answer to #1. Hit the nail on the fuckin' head.
And #4- you gotta try it. It's not like erotic or anything, it's just oddly tantilizing.
And Tikki- I love your answer to #1. Hit the nail on the fuckin' head.
And #4- you gotta try it. It's not like erotic or anything, it's just oddly tantilizing.
tehpeanut:
that sounds awsome but he isnt going to do that...it looks like im stuck here..so 
I have the GREATEST update EVER!!!!
Oh wait. No I don't. Same as always:
Still unemployed.
Still probably bi-polar (life's better that way).
Still LOVING World of Warcraft. (Lvl 20 NE Warrior!!! YEAH!!!)
ummmm.....that's it really. Just gearing up for more doctors appointments for my myriad of health problems.
Yep. Still me.
Oh wait. No I don't. Same as always:
Still unemployed.
Still probably bi-polar (life's better that way).
Still LOVING World of Warcraft. (Lvl 20 NE Warrior!!! YEAH!!!)
ummmm.....that's it really. Just gearing up for more doctors appointments for my myriad of health problems.
Yep. Still me.
tikki:
Wouldnt be the first time ive been in that situation brother 
desiderium:
Im about 20-30mins from Detroit. I come over often for shows and stuff!
Bubble Tea?! YES PLEASE. I only like the coffee flavoured ones though...
My boyfriend is a scardey (scardy??) cat too! We should all get together and creep each other out.
Bubble Tea?! YES PLEASE. I only like the coffee flavoured ones though...
My boyfriend is a scardey (scardy??) cat too! We should all get together and creep each other out.
I am bored.
Holy shit type bored.
Like, WOW!!!!! I can't believe how bored I am type of bored.
Wow.
Holy shit type bored.
Like, WOW!!!!! I can't believe how bored I am type of bored.
Wow.