Oh how quickly Suicide Girls has become a second home to me.
I need to vent. So we have a puppy, right? And we had been taking the puppy over my wife's parents house to play with their puppy so he would have company. Well, my wife's parents are bitches and made a big deal out of it. I basically think they don't approve of me being unemployed, even though I'm bringing home like $1400 a month on unemployment. I don't think they approve of a lot of things. Well, fuck them, I say. It's our life and we'll live it how we want.
And my family is almost too sugary sweet. I get on the phone with my mom and immediately it's, "You sound depressed. What's wrong?" I can't always sound like Mr. fucking Chipper, you know? FUCK.
I just want to pack up all our shit in a truck and drive away to some other place. SOMEWHERE OTHER THAN HERE.
Jesus, I'm so sick of this life. I wish this were a fucking video game so I could hit the reset button. Dammit.
So I saw Devil's Rejects today and it was good. In a sick, perverted, sort of way. That was the highlight of my day.
FUCK FUCK FUCK. I'm just in such a bad fucking mood. Thank god I'm going to the gym in 10 minutes so I can take out some frustration there.
I really, really, really want to feel some hardcore pain right now. I want someone to kick the shit out of me and keep kicking when I'm down. Just please leave my teeth intact. But please, please, please someone rip me up. Pain is the only connection I have to feeling alive. So BRING THE PAIN!!!!
I'm sorry for the overly negative tone of this entry. I'm actually very positive about everything. But I'm still pissed. Pissed, but positive.
Okay? Okay.
I need to vent. So we have a puppy, right? And we had been taking the puppy over my wife's parents house to play with their puppy so he would have company. Well, my wife's parents are bitches and made a big deal out of it. I basically think they don't approve of me being unemployed, even though I'm bringing home like $1400 a month on unemployment. I don't think they approve of a lot of things. Well, fuck them, I say. It's our life and we'll live it how we want.
And my family is almost too sugary sweet. I get on the phone with my mom and immediately it's, "You sound depressed. What's wrong?" I can't always sound like Mr. fucking Chipper, you know? FUCK.
I just want to pack up all our shit in a truck and drive away to some other place. SOMEWHERE OTHER THAN HERE.
Jesus, I'm so sick of this life. I wish this were a fucking video game so I could hit the reset button. Dammit.
So I saw Devil's Rejects today and it was good. In a sick, perverted, sort of way. That was the highlight of my day.
FUCK FUCK FUCK. I'm just in such a bad fucking mood. Thank god I'm going to the gym in 10 minutes so I can take out some frustration there.
I really, really, really want to feel some hardcore pain right now. I want someone to kick the shit out of me and keep kicking when I'm down. Just please leave my teeth intact. But please, please, please someone rip me up. Pain is the only connection I have to feeling alive. So BRING THE PAIN!!!!
I'm sorry for the overly negative tone of this entry. I'm actually very positive about everything. But I'm still pissed. Pissed, but positive.
Okay? Okay.
tehpeanut:
aww babe im sorry...fuck them too...i dont know them but fuck who makes you feel like that... i will kick their asss...i think you should get two puppies and bring them both over there
i will kick their asss...i think you should get two puppies and bring them both over there
datura:
That's funny. I had sort of fanatsized of the flame thing. Then again, on my 20th birthday, my mom's house really did burn down. What was left, was a mess, and no insurance. So nothing was clean, and instead it sucked. BUt it sounds nice in text, don't it?