Shite.
No matter that which I do, I shall always cause trauma. That is the way of the bipolar path.
This is not in regards to any one thing as it is in regards to SO MANY one things.
How did I go from drugged and sleeping to lucid and sleepless?
For now perhaps I'll stay with the idea of non-feeling. If one is closed off to feeling, one cannot feel bad. One cannot have a bad day. One can only BE. For now, I think that is enough.
Without further ado.....
No matter that which I do, I shall always cause trauma. That is the way of the bipolar path.
This is not in regards to any one thing as it is in regards to SO MANY one things.
How did I go from drugged and sleeping to lucid and sleepless?
For now perhaps I'll stay with the idea of non-feeling. If one is closed off to feeling, one cannot feel bad. One cannot have a bad day. One can only BE. For now, I think that is enough.
Without further ado.....
It would be easier to not have feelings, to fuck because it is mechanichal, to not love, to only exist without the abck and forth sway but it is not an option. So instead you spend your days trying to keep the boat from rocking. Somtehing harder i found out when two people are in the boat. Especially if they are trying to rock it!
But the right mixture of people can even all things out.
hope to see you at an event sometime. I dug your comments, and see a like minded person.