I've beeen thinking.
We all hate our damn jobs. I mean, most of us. Well, at least a lot of us do I would hazard a guess.
So let's all get together and get one huge warehouse- a la Andy Warhol- and just create stuff.
I'd think most of us on this site are creative in one form or another. Let's all get together and...
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We all hate our damn jobs. I mean, most of us. Well, at least a lot of us do I would hazard a guess.
So let's all get together and get one huge warehouse- a la Andy Warhol- and just create stuff.
I'd think most of us on this site are creative in one form or another. Let's all get together and...
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New profile picture is up.
God, I went through so many damn pictures trying to find one that would work. And since this one is vertical I had to do something so it didn't stretch my damn face out. I didn't want to crop it, so I threw the black bars in with my alias on it.
So there I am. For all those who...
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God, I went through so many damn pictures trying to find one that would work. And since this one is vertical I had to do something so it didn't stretch my damn face out. I didn't want to crop it, so I threw the black bars in with my alias on it.
So there I am. For all those who...
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sophie:
you're in detroit? i can help you not stretch out your face, if you want to ever change that pic. although i think it's mighty fine looking myself. and it's prompting me to ask: did you take it on the shores of lake michigan? does it ever get hot enough on that lake to give you a tan like that?
c6h12o6:
No, this fine picture was taken on the beaches of Bali (indonesia). Does it get hot enough here? Not really. But sort of. But I'm just a Michigan hater myself. Trying to escape for years now. I don't know if it'll EVER happen though.
Love ya, Sophie!!!
Love ya, Sophie!!!
So in response to someone elses journal, I should put it out there that I'm pretty much sober too. For the most part. 
Life sends you off in so many different directions, it can be really really hard to keep up sometimes.
In other news, yesterday was legs day at the gym. So today I can barely walk. I did cardio after my 2 hour...
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Life sends you off in so many different directions, it can be really really hard to keep up sometimes.
In other news, yesterday was legs day at the gym. So today I can barely walk. I did cardio after my 2 hour...
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So now that I'm hitting the gym again and going to work my ass off, I feel kind of torn.
I like to abuse (oops, I mean use) alcohol and certain medications ever so often. But now I can't really do that while I'm working out. So it's going to be kind of a weekend type of thing. If that. Which is good, dont' get...
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I like to abuse (oops, I mean use) alcohol and certain medications ever so often. But now I can't really do that while I'm working out. So it's going to be kind of a weekend type of thing. If that. Which is good, dont' get...
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tehpeanut:
well then im sooooooo sorry for the confusion.... 
funkabella:
im actually believe it or not doing that same thing. although becareful lol i had to hit the *pain meds* we both know and love LOL er whatever 
after a trip tomany. ouchie my bewbz, lol but no pain no gain. take all your energy out on that machine or that weight. it feels good to grit my teeth through the pain and blast old school rancid and social D in my ipod while on that damn eliptical killer for 45 mins. me and you got alot in common we are like the boy adn girl version of eachother LOL come talk, i loved that talk the other day LOL i hope things are chill at home honey. keep your chin up.
hawtness
xoxoxo<3angie
after a trip tomany. ouchie my bewbz, lol but no pain no gain. take all your energy out on that machine or that weight. it feels good to grit my teeth through the pain and blast old school rancid and social D in my ipod while on that damn eliptical killer for 45 mins. me and you got alot in common we are like the boy adn girl version of eachother LOL come talk, i loved that talk the other day LOL i hope things are chill at home honey. keep your chin up.
hawtness
xoxoxo<3angie
Don't worry. I'm not running away from anything. Yet.
Like always, I'll stay and battle the demons at hand.
Thanks for eveyrone's support.
Now on to today. Today I shall go and see The Devil's Rejects at the dollar show. Should be a good time.
On another note. Anyone know any lawyers in Michigan that would take a case to sue an apartment complex?
We...
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Like always, I'll stay and battle the demons at hand.
Thanks for eveyrone's support.
Now on to today. Today I shall go and see The Devil's Rejects at the dollar show. Should be a good time.
On another note. Anyone know any lawyers in Michigan that would take a case to sue an apartment complex?
We...
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tehpeanut:
awww thanks...im sooo happy to be back i hate hotel stays when its me and other ppl that i wouldnt normally stay with...ie my boyfriends mom....so you think im interesting...funny bc i think the same of you...ill have to read your journals and see what personal shit you dumped
...
ARGH!!!!
ARGH!!!!
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funkabella:
um EXCUSE ME why does captain kangaroo make you sad? explain to me in detail NOW LOL 
c6h12o6:
Captain Kangaroo is just scary, that is all.
*Read my last journal if you want to understand more about ME.*
I just realized, while watching Breaking Bonaduce on VH1 that I'm just a slightly watered down version and younger version of Danny Bonaduce. And that scares the FUCK out of me.
At least I can realize my mistakes at 25 instead of 45, I guess. But now I have to do something about...
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I just realized, while watching Breaking Bonaduce on VH1 that I'm just a slightly watered down version and younger version of Danny Bonaduce. And that scares the FUCK out of me.
At least I can realize my mistakes at 25 instead of 45, I guess. But now I have to do something about...
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funkabella:
ya know i was thinking the same thing. although im like not a guy and uh im under control now. i kept thinking whoa is that what i was like when i freked out, i love that show he has major balls for putting that out there.
you WILL get out alive and maybe with a smile
ang<3
you WILL get out alive and maybe with a smile
ang<3
***CAUTION- SELF LOATHING BELOW******
Its been one hell of a year.
It started off with a bang. around Dec. 25th, I had a bad experience with some legal substances. It caused me heavy anxiety and depression and got me to go the doctor to explain.
Long story short, after much testing and research of my own- it was found out that I had a pituitary...
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Its been one hell of a year.
It started off with a bang. around Dec. 25th, I had a bad experience with some legal substances. It caused me heavy anxiety and depression and got me to go the doctor to explain.
Long story short, after much testing and research of my own- it was found out that I had a pituitary...
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rhanarose:
So, is the wife still with you? 'Cause if she is - you have a whole lot to be thankful about....
Think positively - the next 25 years couldn't possibly as hard as the first 25!! It has to get better........
Think positively - the next 25 years couldn't possibly as hard as the first 25!! It has to get better........
c6h12o6:
Hey. Yeah, the wife is still with me.
But I just hope she can learn to trust me again and realize that every day I AM trying to be the best I can be.
I just did NOT see this year coming. I've done complete 360's in regard to who I am, who I thought I was, etc...
But she loves me and I love her with all my heart, so hopefully all will work out for me, for her, for everything.
But I just hope she can learn to trust me again and realize that every day I AM trying to be the best I can be.
I just did NOT see this year coming. I've done complete 360's in regard to who I am, who I thought I was, etc...
But she loves me and I love her with all my heart, so hopefully all will work out for me, for her, for everything.
Does anyone ever feel overwhelmed by 'it' all??? I mean, by the totality of life? The completeness of it all? The gigantic-ness???
Sometimes I just get overwhelmed with my tiny insignificant (in the grand scheme of things) self. I mean, GAWD, it's just so huge. Life, the universe, and everything...
Not only that, but do you ever just feel helpless? Like you can see the...
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Sometimes I just get overwhelmed with my tiny insignificant (in the grand scheme of things) self. I mean, GAWD, it's just so huge. Life, the universe, and everything...
Not only that, but do you ever just feel helpless? Like you can see the...
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So today is THURSDAY!!!!
To an unemployed person or someone who has always worked weekends- this doesn't mean much to me.
If, however, you're one of the lucky SOB's who has a M-F 9-5 robot job, then you're awfully happy right now because it's almost the weekend!!!!
W-E-E-K-E-N-D it's WEEKEND!!!!! (Great song by Arling and Cameron. I used to play it at some of my...
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To an unemployed person or someone who has always worked weekends- this doesn't mean much to me.
If, however, you're one of the lucky SOB's who has a M-F 9-5 robot job, then you're awfully happy right now because it's almost the weekend!!!!
W-E-E-K-E-N-D it's WEEKEND!!!!! (Great song by Arling and Cameron. I used to play it at some of my...
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tehpeanut:
well then i have to make sure i make it to chicago asap...you can come help me pick out a place to live...i kinda need one of those!!
tehpeanut:
thats a cute saying...i would love to live in a loft above the city...now i just need to get some money and do it...my boyfriend dont want to leave so i would be going by myself...unless i can talk him into going...money is kind of really tight right now and i would have to look into schools and be accepted first...but im going to do it....i will move there before i ever move back home...and ill let you know when!!!
One less day to live. One more day closer to the end.
Wow. Existence is SO exciting.
Wow. Existence is SO exciting.
tehpeanut:
that just makes tomorrow more appealing...now doesnt it
c6h12o6:
I suppose so.
No matter HOW fucked up this day gets or all the days in the past, there is always tomorrow to set things right. Or fuck things up even more.
But I'll be optimistic. Tomorrow has potential.
No matter HOW fucked up this day gets or all the days in the past, there is always tomorrow to set things right. Or fuck things up even more.
But I'll be optimistic. Tomorrow has potential.
TATTOO PICTURES ARE UP!!!!
Who wants to go get another tattoo with me???
Let's go!!!!
Who wants to go get another tattoo with me???
Let's go!!!!
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rhanarose:
I want to get another tattoo - where do you go?? 
c6h12o6:
I actually found a really good guy at inkslingers on Vandyke near Hall Rd. in sterling heights. His names Mark. He did my wife's tattoo also.