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these last few months have been drama-filled. good drama. the drama that makes you teary eyed.. smile.. laugh.. and most importantly, learn.

still.. it sucked and was fun.

can you apply for student assistance. i know it is rarely talked about and never advertised, but there are emergency provisions that can be made for individuals in circumstances such as your own.

also.. if you would like help learning about ways to manage your workplace to suit your goals, let me know and i might be able to lend a hand when i am idle (which i'll admit is rare).. but it might be worth a shot because getting that piece of scholastic paper (degree or whatever) is something that everyone should be allowed to do.

there are a few tried-and-true things that can be done in just about every position that will make life tolerable (that does not mean enjoyable though lol).

it just would totally blow if you are one semester away and you did not get it. to me, that would be one of those ultimate tragic moments (to befall an internet stranger nonetheless).

like you have eluded to? maybe a switch of job and school venue might be best? be like water moving through a stream and move to where you need to; where nature (your heart and gut) tell you to go.

Theres something about Mary. (get it?)

She's definately my hubbies favorite SG. She is absolutely gorgeous. He told me she did a new set but I forgot about it until reading your journal.
Can you believe she has 24 pages of comments? I can. People love Mary on here. She's such a pretty girl.


You need to edit the comment about being a big dork
you should make it read
You are a big dork~ ElleBelle! Then it would make sense.

mary is just soooo classy and the epitomy of SG-ness. you are not a dork.

'sup?

scottie

*way* overrated.

Mornings suck. I'll cross my fingers for you. I didn't get up until 11 something today. They should have one of those PRICELESS mastercard commercials for being able to wake up whenever you want. Cuz- it is pretty priceless. I guess mastercard doesn't really have much to do with being able to sleep in-~ lets just call it an idea in progress.


xoxox
Elle

My guy is on SG now. FishNaBowl

I love that you are optimistic and pesamistic at the same time. I don't know why- I think it's cuz it reminds me of me.
When I was in my twenties I wanted to make up one of those tests for people to guage whether they were usually optimistic or pesimistic. I figured mine would vary~ not just from day to day but from minute to minute. or issue to issue.

I can only remember one of my questions for that test.
it went something like this:
when you drive to a store do you try for a good parking spot near the entrance or do you immidiately park in bfe (bum fuck egypt)
But it totally depends for me from moment to moment. Most the time I park in BFE- not cuz I dont think I can find a good spot- but rather- for the excercise. ya know? So my test was kinda dumb, anyway.

Oh- I forgot to mention that I also love coming to your sg homepage- cuz I can see all the peeps profile pics. I love tiny things. (sometimes) Tiny or shiny. Combine the two and I'm mesmorized. BigSissy's page is like that too. But he only has like three peeps on his. Yours is growing.

*hugz* it seems like you need some and I forgot to give some to you in my last post.

xoxox
Elle

the blue haze settles deeply
on a warm summer's day horizon
green fields fade endlessly to blue distance

my destiny lies there in that blue haze
waiting for a cooler breeze to set it free.


let's go someplace where there is no cold.

i like your art and stuff....so there.

My imagination run away with me? never! LOL- jk- we watched Amelie again tonight cuz we are staying in that same area in Paris. Well anyway- you know the part where her mans supposed to come meet her in the cafe' and he's like five minutes late? N she starts thinking his scooter broke down and he was ubducted by these guys who want him to steel nuclear warheads n shit? Then he's like up in the alps with a mountain goat? That scene's so funny. My hubby said her imagination is nothing compared to mine. Anyway= yeah- my imagination gets away from me sometimes. *shrugs*

I ganked that new profile image from the www.powergothgirls.com website. I took the test to see which PowerGothGirl I am- Im Catty. I like the parity of Bubbles though- I think her name is Sparkles.

xoxoxoxox
Elle

If you do have AIM- add me to your list too. PillowParty is my screen name on AIM. The yahoo people are too freaky for me. They are always trying to IM me for cyber n shit. It's like hello- how old are you people and haven't you had your computer long enough that the cyber novelty has worn off yet? *sheesh*

I don't think that I am allowed to hibernate anymore. Even though I very often have unhealthy desires to.I have to go out for work and school and more work and more school. As for the new year this really hasn't felt like a new year to me. Times just roll on in the same fashion...maybe I didn't make a big enough deal about New Years...maybe I am getting old...
I like your little story and totally feel your pain. I hope things start to look up for you soon.Money (or the lack of it) can burn you up inside. Just relax a little from time to time and realize that you are still alive and still have a place to live and still have the internet .Things will get better......

money troubles suck.
How long were you gone? I just started visitng SG again a couple days ago and noticed you were gone.
glad your back.
Check out your testimonials.

xoxox
Elle

happy new years

whaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
someone stole a digicam
over a ripped 20?????
you should call the polis!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
police even damn duallanguageability.

have funnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

much love

That sux but now u know what u have to for next time something like this happens act like ur scary and crazy

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[Edited on Dec 12, 2003 12:08AM]

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