sometimes i notice i have money missing from my paycheck and i dont say anything.
sometimes i when i drive i close my eyes inviting you to hit me.
sometimes i hate my dream job.
this weekend i stayed home to prep for classes
i spent about 20 unpayed hours getting things ready for this coming semester.
i do this for the 1% of kids that actually take my classes seriously.
the rest of the kids are there becuase they are too old for a baby sitter and their parents want to go work out.
im going to celebrate my birthday this year, becuase finally i have something to celebrate.
i dont know where my pessimism comes from.
but this cant be IT can it?
my job is awsome
if you had asked me 6 years ago where i would be now, this is exactly what i would have described.
why am i unhappy?
how do people just learn to be complaisent?
i made a quilt this weekend
it has cats on it.
why did i buy fabric that has cats on it?
they are space cats riding spaceships
i was in walmart and just had to have it.
im crazy.
birthday month celebrations began with a trip to the aerospace museum
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ALSO,
wow i havent seen an article this well written in years!
http://discorder.ca/2006/11/beck-the-information/
sometimes i when i drive i close my eyes inviting you to hit me.
sometimes i hate my dream job.
this weekend i stayed home to prep for classes
i spent about 20 unpayed hours getting things ready for this coming semester.
i do this for the 1% of kids that actually take my classes seriously.
the rest of the kids are there becuase they are too old for a baby sitter and their parents want to go work out.
im going to celebrate my birthday this year, becuase finally i have something to celebrate.
i dont know where my pessimism comes from.
but this cant be IT can it?
my job is awsome
if you had asked me 6 years ago where i would be now, this is exactly what i would have described.
why am i unhappy?
how do people just learn to be complaisent?
i made a quilt this weekend
it has cats on it.
why did i buy fabric that has cats on it?
they are space cats riding spaceships
i was in walmart and just had to have it.
im crazy.
birthday month celebrations began with a trip to the aerospace museum
=============================================================================
ALSO,
wow i havent seen an article this well written in years!
http://discorder.ca/2006/11/beck-the-information/
I'm never happy with anything, i don't get the complacement thing either, so your not alone out in this crazy world. I try to just focus on the few happy things and then bitch about everything else to my journal