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i almost punched out a mary kay lady yesterday
she kept shouving her brass plated nametag in my face.


i just realised its my 3rd anniversary for being on this site.

no balloons.

by third obviously i meant 4th since its not 2006 anymore

i've been waiting
i've been waiting for this moment all my life
but it's not quite right

and this 'real'
it's impossible if possible
at who's blind word
so clear but so unheard

i've been waiting
i've been waiting for this silence all night long
it's just a matter of time

to appear sad
with the same 'ol decent lazy eye
fixed to rest on...
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i started work today at 8:30am and finished at 9:40 pm

no better gift than cake

i got my wallet back from the shelter

the guy hasnt called again.


the shelter is the scariest saddest place i have ever ever been in.

so i went to work at 8am
worked till 2

off to work #2 3-6pm

then i go to the grocery store..

i check my bags in the trunk for my wallet, not there.
hmmm..
check my jacket...
not there... hmmm...
check under the seat...

PANIC
i drive all the way back to work

not there.

crap

restrace steps.

i probably left it at the...
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i went to renew my library card because
a) im sick of buying books to bring to class knowing that i will only read them ONCE
b) i now have a two hour break which i will enjoy being on the internet.

the librarian at the counter said
"obviously you are under 18"
kiss my ass bitch
is what i wanted to say, instead i...
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when im not working my brain starts reviewing my life
is this really really what i expected?
luckly i dont have a lot of time off
its nice finishing a class and having everyone thank me
giving me compliments on being a good teacher.
it doesnt feel that way and although i dont belive them, its nice to hear.

saturday i chopped off my dreads...
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one can of spray paint does NOT cover four umbrellas

my friends had a girl party today
we ate sugar coated sugar
and watched sex in the city
season5
we made art
and giggled.


sometimes i feel really really alone.

but sometimes,

things are different

i cant belive how i waste my 20+$/ hour job

hehehe.

i greatly dislike the people i work with at the museum

so im being friendly making small talk telling my coworker that an item she was looking for at my store is now in and i offer her my discount..

not two minutes after this conversation she turnes to our other coworker and says "ive had to reschedual my tupperwear party"

i dont really care...
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