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everything that happened to me
today
was a reminder of how terrible this life
has become

while playing with a 2 year old at work today i casualy mentioned to his father that i really miss kids and that i really enjoyed teaching preschool
he looks at me up and down and sais

"and now you sell clothes" and walked away



my self worth is...
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d2re:
BIG HUGGGS COMING YOUR WAY!!!!! tongue smile smile smile smile smile smile smile
asreal1:
robot robot

those are in place of hugs. and boots.

but i tried.
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i hate dishonesty
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_alice_:
ok, i just added you as a friend and then accidentally took you off only moments later. i blame my computer. could you send it again?

[Edited on Aug 21, 2004 11:23PM]
asreal1:
i can second that.
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i have a secret to tell...


i didnt watch the carmen elektra show, no i didnt, but i want to have a morgue pic taken of myself
with the expiry tag on my big frozen black toe. looking straight into the camera with blank eyes

who wants to be my photographer???

(yes i will be naked)

karismic:
pick me! biggrin
rin:
yeah, pick her!
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nevermind a happy ending
will you just hold me when i wake up from my nightmares?
nebel:
d2re:
wake up!! the sun is shining! Can ya feel it? biggrin biggrin biggrin
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karismic:
that is so cute! i want a shirt like that....hey sweetie, sorry i didn't fall through with the plans, i've been really ill lately and i don't know why, i haven't been up to much i swear....please forgive me kiss
eli:
you rule
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yesterday it rained alarm bells
signaling your departure
i stood in the rain
with my hands over my ears
every warning i acknowledged
but i dare not move
it rains due to my actions
and nothing erases the past....
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d2re:
Love your artwork. And anybody who listens to Matthew Herbert is a friend of mine. He's a genius. He's also married to one of my good friends from SF back in the day. She sings on almost all his alblums. smile smile smile
asreal1:
hey. i'm back now. we should do something sometime at some place. that's all.
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love is:

the will to extend one's self for the purpose of nurturing one's own or another's spiritual growth"

-the road less traveled, M. Scott Peck
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rin:
hi! i think we should party and i will be your hot date any day.
aster:
i love your drawings!
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"the fading away of greed and hatred is the foundation for liberation. liberation is "the sure heart's release" - an understanding of the truth so powerful that there is no turning back from it."
-sharon salzberg
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rin:
.....you can get me drunk any day of the week, sweetie!
weetzie:
I'm definitely up for some "dinner party". Any time!
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please vote!!!

i need the money blackeyed
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c456:
i keep picturing you coming through the door with a cup of tea
i want to jump on your bed again, i want to fold your laundry and match your socks
i take showers expecting you to tip toe in and frighten me
i dont even lock the door waiting for you.

i deserve it.
but i cant help missing you.
i never thought it would happen like this.
this was the longest weekend of my life

i know i deserve it.
but i miss you.
rin:
voted!!
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i spent 100$ on paints today
uh huh
anyways
i put up new pictures
tommorow im getting a job
or atleast by the end of the week

im even ironing my ties
and polishing my shoes

speaking of which i bought a beige pair of heels and painted them fabulously

also my parent's friend's 9 year old daughter
asked me if i had seen flamegirls.com...
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nebel:
I'll rock your world alright



karismic:
people i tell you ...sometimes they should just shut up!

we have to exhcange our lovely finds together! wink
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rin rocks my world

and weetzie
is soo super hot
i drooled all down her shirt

meanwhilethecat gets lots of looks so it was fun walking beside him

ps
rin rocks

pps
boo hooo
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fenris23:
OOOhhh Glad you are having fun.
weetzie:
i enjoyed you thoroughly :-D