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Its only lies that Im living
Its only tears that Im crying
Its only you that Im losing
Guess Im doing fine

yes im fine.
how are you?

im going to be away from my computer for a while
actually im going to be away from life for a while

nothing i can do will erase the past.
nothing will make it better
im in cycle of remmemberence
a past that wont excape me
and feelings of discontent about me
and the things that i contionue to do wich hurt you.

you are...
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if I should sleep with a lady called death
get another man with firmer lips
to take your new mouth in his teeth
(hips pumping pleasure into hips).

Seeing how the limp huddling string
of your smile over his body squirms
kissingly, I will bring you every spring
handfuls of little normal worms.

Dress deftly your flesh in stupid stuffs,
phrase the immense weapon of...
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I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdgnieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer inwaht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed...
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"Blessed are the forgetful: for they get the better even of their blunders."

-) its minus 3 outside
-) my paycheck doesnt cover my bills
+) i have a job interview in my field!
+) school starts monday
-) art shows application in less than 3 weeks
-) i miss my red jacket
+) i slept in a pool of blood last night
it kept me warm
++) it wasnt mine



thinking of running away

when the guilt wears off silence strikes?
no home here anymore.

why did i come back?
oh yes i remember
so when the guilt wears off silece strikes.

<the air is sacred here>
<in spite of your claim>

so those beautiful shoes i mentioned yesterday are mine mine mine
only mine are better they have the ballerina ribbons

i lovegravity pope

i also got to hang out with asreal all day it was sooo much fun

YOU ROCK

and long distance phone messages make me smile

but not as much as your arrival

and i have a surprice..

but it will have...
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when are you going to grow up?