I had a dream... it was more like a nightmare really. But you were in it, and although horrible things were going on all around us, I wasn't scared. Some sort of alien attack was going on, half of Puerto Rico was on fire. I was running away not really knowing where. I wound up near you though. And despite all the bad things going on you weren't scared either. For us two it seemed business as usual. Someone else was with us, dunno who it was. He or it was a crazy kind of creature, he kept being attacked by the alien things that seemed to grow out of the ground and you and I would keep saving it.
Then we were at your house and you looked at me and asked me how could you makeup for standing me up. So I asked you to close your eyes for 30 seconds (doesn't that sound just like something I really would do?) but we were on the porch of your house except it wasn't. It was more like the porch of my old house where I used to live. And you were like "ok" but we moved inside. Once indoors you were like "aiight boy" and you closed your eyes and I moved in to kiss you. But then you opened up your eyes quickly and moved away and said "that's it" and I was like WTF!!! I said 30!!! that was 1!!! and the thing that always seemed to be around us agreed with me. So you smirked and went "ok" and closed your eyes and we kissed. To describe how it happened we were on a couch and you turned to me and we both leaned in, it was open-mouth but lips only and it was very tender and passionate. I can't say it felt real, or anything since I never kissed you that much or passionately. But the feeling of it in the nightmare that wound up being a dream was linked to my memory of the best kiss I've ever had.
There were some other aspects of the dream you would have found interesting. Like the part were you got attacked by some alien thing and you had all these super-powers and you were beating the shit out of it in a video game-like manner doing combos and stuff on it.
They say that dreams are real only as long as they last. Couldn't you say the same thing about life? So maybe to me this was real, and really did happen in another infinite singularity of life that I visited while I slept. I feel kind of sad that even now the memroy is fading away from me. Slipping through my mind's fingers like the sands of time.
I don't really know why I said all this or why... I guess I didn't want to lose this, but didn't want to post it in the journal.
Luv u babe
Then we were at your house and you looked at me and asked me how could you makeup for standing me up. So I asked you to close your eyes for 30 seconds (doesn't that sound just like something I really would do?) but we were on the porch of your house except it wasn't. It was more like the porch of my old house where I used to live. And you were like "ok" but we moved inside. Once indoors you were like "aiight boy" and you closed your eyes and I moved in to kiss you. But then you opened up your eyes quickly and moved away and said "that's it" and I was like WTF!!! I said 30!!! that was 1!!! and the thing that always seemed to be around us agreed with me. So you smirked and went "ok" and closed your eyes and we kissed. To describe how it happened we were on a couch and you turned to me and we both leaned in, it was open-mouth but lips only and it was very tender and passionate. I can't say it felt real, or anything since I never kissed you that much or passionately. But the feeling of it in the nightmare that wound up being a dream was linked to my memory of the best kiss I've ever had.
There were some other aspects of the dream you would have found interesting. Like the part were you got attacked by some alien thing and you had all these super-powers and you were beating the shit out of it in a video game-like manner doing combos and stuff on it.
They say that dreams are real only as long as they last. Couldn't you say the same thing about life? So maybe to me this was real, and really did happen in another infinite singularity of life that I visited while I slept. I feel kind of sad that even now the memroy is fading away from me. Slipping through my mind's fingers like the sands of time.
I don't really know why I said all this or why... I guess I didn't want to lose this, but didn't want to post it in the journal.
Luv u babe
posh:
alex, i miss you. 