So....I'm really REALLY sad right now 
I feel like my heart is breaking/being torn out of my chest. **tears**
What can you do when you care about (or LOVE even) someone with ALL your heart, but they just can't seem to talk to you/communicate very well?? And when I say "not communicate well" i mean, like... almost not at all. I'm trying to get him to talk to me, I am TRYING to understand why he insists he's such a horrible person and doesn't deserve to be treated well or loved by his significant other, but to no avail! I'm hurt, I'm frustrated, I'm confused... and I want more than ANYTHING to understand and just FIX everything for him, but he won't even answer my questions so I can understand! FUCKING HELL!!
I just want to drink until I pass out right now.... BUT I have to work tomorrow! Argh!!
I feel like my heart is breaking/being torn out of my chest. **tears**
What can you do when you care about (or LOVE even) someone with ALL your heart, but they just can't seem to talk to you/communicate very well?? And when I say "not communicate well" i mean, like... almost not at all. I'm trying to get him to talk to me, I am TRYING to understand why he insists he's such a horrible person and doesn't deserve to be treated well or loved by his significant other, but to no avail! I'm hurt, I'm frustrated, I'm confused... and I want more than ANYTHING to understand and just FIX everything for him, but he won't even answer my questions so I can understand! FUCKING HELL!!
I just want to drink until I pass out right now.... BUT I have to work tomorrow! Argh!!
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c2rockslc:
My biggest worry right now is he said "I just don't think we have anything in common besides the sex and talking about 2 or three topics"...... it feels like that was a surface "issue" yeah, but it honestly feels like prep for "We're just too different to make it work" and I don't know if I can handle that...
i___zombie:
coffee, .. drinks?