c2drobb

Life sucks sometimes! I'm usually the type of person that always tries to find the silver lining, looks at the glass as half full, so how ironic is it that when things aren't so great and I'm already down and out life kicks dirt in my face. I'm a true believer that the lord only gives us as much as we can handle, however I do believe that even that comes with a price...

Not to vent here, but for the last month and a half I've been so tied down at work, especially with the weather that we've had here in the Northeast, that I've literally been sick nonstop since just after Christmas. But to make matters worse I get a text from an ex-girlfriend of mine that a buddy passed away at only 35 years old. Granted, back in the day we partied, sometimes like we were fucking rockstars, but last I spoke to him, like I, that life was behind him (mind you that was like 10 years ago). I've lost too many friends who were way too young and I can't help but question God's plan. I mean, we have people like Osama Bin Laden, the majority of the prison population in any country on the planet, OJ Simpson and countless others who still breathe the same air that you and I do everyday, yet he takes good people from this earth every minute of every day? I can't help but say WHAT THE FUCK!