i put my had out in the dark and waited for your touch...
but you never came
but you never came
so im turnig 25 on friday... and im scared...
because ill be without my love....
but i have the chance to be a judge at a bikini contest.
because ill be without my love....
but i have the chance to be a judge at a bikini contest.
gobie:
trust me you will do fine...do the contest
so ive made peace with my loss and i moving on..
good luck
good luck
iam so lost?
there's a girl i know,
and i love her..
but i think her patience for me has gone away...
its been one weeks since i've seen her last and know i feel like im being ignored...
this was supposed to my 2rd shot with my first love and again it feels like its failing before anything really started...
i loved her... i love her and...
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and i love her..
but i think her patience for me has gone away...
its been one weeks since i've seen her last and know i feel like im being ignored...
this was supposed to my 2rd shot with my first love and again it feels like its failing before anything really started...
i loved her... i love her and...
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byzkyt:
The cold shoulder...
i called last nght and i was thrilled to here her voice... my blood ran warm through my viens it felt good just to hear her voice....
but the more i talked about nonsense the more i heard the disdain in her voice...
like she had better things to do...
so i got up the courage and asked to see her tonight... of course she said yes... maybe cause she didnt know how to say no...
later that night she called and said she didnt know if she could hang out b/c she it was her brothers birthday.. i said i understood...
she said she would call later after eveything was over... so hear i sit waiting for that call... and it never came..
i called last nght and i was thrilled to here her voice... my blood ran warm through my viens it felt good just to hear her voice....
but the more i talked about nonsense the more i heard the disdain in her voice...
like she had better things to do...
so i got up the courage and asked to see her tonight... of course she said yes... maybe cause she didnt know how to say no...
later that night she called and said she didnt know if she could hang out b/c she it was her brothers birthday.. i said i understood...
she said she would call later after eveything was over... so hear i sit waiting for that call... and it never came..
Sometimes life isnt a story book,
sometimes dreams dont come true
maybe theres no such thing as a happy ending...
maybe the point of the story and of life is to make it through... the ups and downs and at the end still stand tall...
i thougt there was a thing such as true love... but i was looking for it in all the wrong...
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sometimes dreams dont come true
maybe theres no such thing as a happy ending...
maybe the point of the story and of life is to make it through... the ups and downs and at the end still stand tall...
i thougt there was a thing such as true love... but i was looking for it in all the wrong...
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im censoring myself
i sometimes wonder if i wouldn't be better off dead...
life is to hard and things are way to complicated....
and i am totally aloof with whatim doing...
i'm going to be turning 25 with a mediocr job... no friends barley a g/f and still living at home b/c i couldnt make ends meet...
i feel like im a failure... at everything ive ever tried...
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life is to hard and things are way to complicated....
and i am totally aloof with whatim doing...
i'm going to be turning 25 with a mediocr job... no friends barley a g/f and still living at home b/c i couldnt make ends meet...
i feel like im a failure... at everything ive ever tried...
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i guess if you dont want to know the answer you better not snoop around... because you might find somehting you dont like....
i am completely tormented...
i am completely tormented...
i feel like im being played...
heathermaple:
If you feel like you're being played... you probably are. Shitty, shitty situation. 
We'd get hi all the time
She used to call me all the time
Now she don't
She used to call me all the time
We'd go out all the time
You little angel, you look so fine