byzkyt

i sometimes wonder if i wouldn't be better off dead...
life is to hard and things are way to complicated....
and i am totally aloof with whatim doing...

i'm going to be turning 25 with a mediocr job... no friends barley a g/f and still living at home b/c i couldnt make ends meet...

i feel like im a failure... at everything ive ever tried ... and the best i can do is sulk... because suicide's not an alternative...

i keep thinking things will change and maybe things will get better but im always depressed about my job my family the fact i have no one...

ive spent the last year of my life alone becuase i lived in an area b/c of a girl and now she's gone and i have no one...

i pray for death everyday...
i sometimes wish that swaying semi truck in front of me on 95 will jack knife and take me with it ... maybe ill be happy when im dead