And so, I despair again
I'm having strange thoughts lately, of burning my house down and leaving the world behind. Not death, just self imposed exile
I want, and yearn for my dreams, and they sneer at me and say "fuck you coward"
Incidentally, I am very bigoted against cowards
How can you succeed at life, when you hate everything in it?
I like hurting...
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the holidays are gone, and too that i say,
GOOD FUCKING RIDDANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GOOD FUCKING RIDDANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
gues who is the new FUCKING CHAMP!!!
lets see how long it lasts
lets see how long it lasts
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temper:
Yeah, I realize the problems I described in my journal are easily outweighed by actual problems. 
Sorry to hear about your son. I hope you get things sorted out.
Sorry to hear about your son. I hope you get things sorted out.
taban:
I updated my journal to explain the random picture..
everything ok with you doll?
everything ok with you doll?
I really want to do a good update someday, but things tends to go " fuck you! " in my face way too often around here.
someday, this will work.......
someday, this will work.......
jeffyjr:
Same here.
taban:
Guess who's back?
Love ya doll!
Love ya doll!
when it rains around here, it really fucking pours, don't it? 
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wyldewolfe:
I guess
rdpixie:
*hugs*
another birthday come and gone, whoop-dy FUCKIN DOO!!!
seriously, I couldn't give less a fuck
seriously, I couldn't give less a fuck
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iguny:
ahahaha... xD
Happy late bday to you!
Happy late bday to you!
clio:
haha please dont!
catch wrestling................ah!
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ash:
I wrestle with my man sometimes and I fuckin love it, hes a LOT tougher than me and he doesnt give me ANY slack, lol! Hes not like "oh, you're a girl and you're weaker, so I'll let u think you can win" or anything of the sort, so I've basically gotta ight for my life. Its too fun. I kind of thought abt doing it but figured I must be too old for that to just be starting out now. :shrug:
On pro wrestlist the other night I saw these 2 bitches whooping each otheres asses tho and .. it was kinda hot. lol
On pro wrestlist the other night I saw these 2 bitches whooping each otheres asses tho and .. it was kinda hot. lol
wyldewolfe:
great vids
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rdpixie:
Well since I'm 3 days into traiing you probably could! Hehe!
rdpixie:
Yeah I have the bruises at the moment hehe!
look at this! an update!! just some random things I believe belong here:
I have coined the term "rectal thinking" for those moments when a great idea comes outta your ass
I like to throw people, and it's been too long since I've done so
why don't boxers train with karateka to toughen their hands, wouldn't they benefit from harder, stronger fists?
I am in...
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I have coined the term "rectal thinking" for those moments when a great idea comes outta your ass
I like to throw people, and it's been too long since I've done so
why don't boxers train with karateka to toughen their hands, wouldn't they benefit from harder, stronger fists?
I am in...
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strongbhoy:
Popeye is Popaj in Croatian. 
I'd like to see the home gym, I'd like to do something similar in the future and always need ideas.
I'd like to see the home gym, I'd like to do something similar in the future and always need ideas.
annisa:
thank you for the support in member review..it means a lot
xoxoxox
xoxoxox
something worse than no camera, NO PRACTICE!!!!!!!!!! GAH!!!!!!!!!!
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strongbhoy:
I'm a massive fan of the sport, but since my university team collapsed almost right after it started I never got to fight any sanctioned amateur bouts.
It's something I'd like to do in the next few years. I can send you a list of gyms that might be in your area if you are interesting in places where you can check it out.
Also, if you just like the sport we do have the boxing group here at SG.
It's something I'd like to do in the next few years. I can send you a list of gyms that might be in your area if you are interesting in places where you can check it out.
Also, if you just like the sport we do have the boxing group here at SG.
kaiyo:
yah saw the sequel it sucked
When I was thinking more about the film last night I thought "Wow, this is like the newest Rocky movie...but its opposite in every way". Funnily enough, I read something on IMDB saying EXACTLY that. However, it makes complete sense when you analyze their plot lines, they just have a divergent ending.
Rocky's being the emotional farewell essentially on top, and this being the disappointing downfall.
The scene where he is walking through the supermarket and then going out into the meat counter with the crowd cheering was a brilliant shot. While it was even happening before the crowd noise was piped in, that's what I was thinking about. How that walk mirrors every other ringwalk he or any in the fighting profession has had at some point, except this was to embark on something completely different.
Probably the best shot (for me anyways) in the entire film.
It also made me want to go see some local wrestling shows, it almost gave it a new dynamic for me.
Don't exile yet; I will be in NYC from March 15th-21st. Exile after that, but come up to the city to see me first
Cheer up doll!!
OH! and go listen to this song... "Self Conclusion" by Spill Canvas. It is on my Myspace page; it is my "I know what you mean song"
xo