And so, I despair again
I'm having strange thoughts lately, of burning my house down and leaving the world behind. Not death, just self imposed exile
I want, and yearn for my dreams, and they sneer at me and say "fuck you coward"
Incidentally, I am very bigoted against cowards
How can you succeed at life, when you hate everything in it?
I like hurting people, but there is no college degree for that
I mean, I REALLY like hurting people
and people probably see me like an oddity
lately, I jsut hink i'm a fucking dipshit
and no one here will feel different, I bet
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When I was thinking more about the film last night I thought "Wow, this is like the newest Rocky movie...but its opposite in every way". Funnily enough, I read something on IMDB saying EXACTLY that. However, it makes complete sense when you analyze their plot lines, they just have a divergent ending.
Rocky's being the emotional farewell essentially on top, and this being the disappointing downfall.
The scene where he is walking through the supermarket and then going out into the meat counter with the crowd cheering was a brilliant shot. While it was even happening before the crowd noise was piped in, that's what I was thinking about. How that walk mirrors every other ringwalk he or any in the fighting profession has had at some point, except this was to embark on something completely different.
Probably the best shot (for me anyways) in the entire film.
It also made me want to go see some local wrestling shows, it almost gave it a new dynamic for me.
Don't exile yet; I will be in NYC from March 15th-21st. Exile after that, but come up to the city to see me first
Cheer up doll!!
OH! and go listen to this song... "Self Conclusion" by Spill Canvas. It is on my Myspace page; it is my "I know what you mean song"
xo