bwood325

alright whats the deal. you always see it in war movies, the guy has some kind of crazy traumatic experience in combat and then has all those messed up wierdo dreams and wakes up in a sweaty mess. i didnt think that shit was real. i cant fall asleep anymore and when i do i wake up 2 hours later breathing hard and scared outta my mind. i dont even know what i was scared of. this whole thing is getting really out of hand. me getting shot in the head was not even the worst thing i have been through. the first 11 months we were here were really bad. i mean BAD. i guess there is no use is whining. take some ambian and go to sleep. besides the obvious, life has been pretty good, still waiting on my helmet so i can move out with my guys. they are saying we are leaving soon so i am very excited about that then we will wait to see if anyone needs us to do anything and if not we will bounce back to the states for hopefully my last deployment of my military career. wow i have written alot , i should be going i have to go lay down and relax before i have another long day of waiting around doing NOTHING, thanks for the prayers and support.

right back atcha nightvixen