butterflyscars

I am oh so confused and conflicted. This is the first time in a long time where I can not figure out a person. Usually when I am unable to get a good perspective on a person it is because my own things are getting in the way. Perhaps I am not as good as I thought I was. Anyway, I can't tell if this girl likes me or not. We mess around and all but there is something just under the surface that is getting in the way. She wants to spend time with me and she will kiss me but it seems like she has no feelings for me. I have messed around with people who I didn't have feelings for but not for several nights in a row. Unless I am just a physical thing, which doesn't exactly make sense to me at least. Now that I think about it I am making a much bigger deal of this than it is. I simply haven't liked anyone for a long time and I am feeling vunrable right now. My plan should bezz:CALM THE FUCK DOWN. I'm going to take it a little easier, make sure that I am doing what I need to be happy and doing the things I want to do.

Is it the red wire or the blue wire?
Just pick one and cut
It doesn't matter anymore
Did it ever