I'm sorry I haven't been very active as of late! I was busy at work as usual getting some loose ends tied up before I started my Christmas vacation, which started December 15.
A warning....since I have been a little down today, I am drinking absinthe to make me a little numb...so I apologize if nothing here makes sense.
My vacation actually started with my best friend, who I consider my sister, and going to her niece's 6 year birthday party. She is so adorable! The birthday girl was born prematurely but is a fighter for sure!
After the birthday party was an annual cookie party I have been going to the past 3 years. It's with my best friend and other mutual friends and let me just say...we have a blast. Below are my cookies (needless to say I'm not decorating cookies for my son's school lmao):
Tuesday I went out with my best friend again for lunch and to do some last minute Christmas shopping. I was all done, but she still needed to do some....I'm always willing to tag along and keep people company! We also got a new/old car....a 2014 Subaru Crosstrek as part of an inheritance. So my car, a 2007 Chevrolet Aveo, will be gifted to my dad as the subaru will be replacing it.
Here is where things start to go downhill. A good friend of mine, who I have only known a short time, had texted me and told they had gotten in an argument with their friend and naturally, was pretty upset. They brought up how they almost cut me off (I assume from friendship) after I had hung up on them (It's a long story but to summarize, I hung up because a solution was not being reached and to try to end the conversation I provided an alternative and said I would talk to them later and then hung up...childish but I too was irked). My friend has a 3 strike sort of rule and told me I had 2, one being the hang up (the second I have a guess but I don't know). Needless to say, I am pretty upset. I cried a few times today wondering what I did that was wrong? They aren't a fan of hangups and I am not either...that was my first one I think lol. It was a childish thing yes but I needed to stop before I went crazy. My friend has helped me with a few things including building my confidence on my self-esteem (which is usually low). Heck, they even encouraged me to apply to be a Suicidegirl and go for a promotion at work (which I sadly did not get). All I thought about today was what I did that made them decide I got 2 out of 3 strikes...and why, at this point in time, at least one can't be forgiven. I feel horrible....I am also am empath so maybe I am picking up on their vibes too with their other friend? I know they are upset and when you are upset, sometimes you say things you don't mean...but you work it out later. We both mentioned we would talk about it sometime...but now...I'm almost afraid to for fear I'll hit strike 3. I'm sorry to write about this but it obviously makes me upset enough to want to write about it period. I'm hoping things clear up and we are able to talk and I sincerely hope they have worked things out with their other friend.
