I could swear that he puts everyone before me some days. And then takes shit out on me. What's that about?
Why should I spend TWO hours driving to see someone who probably blow me off or not want to be seen in public with me?
Cause I'm me and I'm stuck.
And he hates me. He hatees me for being insecure sometimes. I think he hates me for being me. Does'nt want to be seen with me in public, doesn't always tell me the truth.
You know, I dont know if him and I have ever been to a nice dinner alone. I don't think that we have done much alone other than spend time in a bedroom.
What happened to the times when we used to just laugh? A lot of times I just want to be held. I want him to run after me, to want me.
What the fuck am I babbling about? I'm not much anyways. *walks off*
Why should I spend TWO hours driving to see someone who probably blow me off or not want to be seen in public with me?
Cause I'm me and I'm stuck.
And he hates me. He hatees me for being insecure sometimes. I think he hates me for being me. Does'nt want to be seen with me in public, doesn't always tell me the truth.
You know, I dont know if him and I have ever been to a nice dinner alone. I don't think that we have done much alone other than spend time in a bedroom.
What happened to the times when we used to just laugh? A lot of times I just want to be held. I want him to run after me, to want me.
What the fuck am I babbling about? I'm not much anyways. *walks off*
You're a human being. Years of growth, learning, love sadness, etc. THERE IS NO ONE EXACTLY LIKE YOU! You may not see it now, but from what I've read that you've written, you do not fall into the "total waste of space" catagory.